Sometimes i jus envy or maybe get a little jealous at pple who are of my age to be allowed so much fun and they can go home in e wee hours n they won get scolded. Sometimes it does sounds fun. N i really wanna experience it myself. It's unfair tt i can't try to have such fun cos of the obligations and responsibilities i have to fulfill or to follow. They aren't mine in the first place. Just because of someone's selfishness i feel breathless, trapped and stuck. Sometimes i jus wan to break free n run away. Even if i get to enjoy for jus 1 day, i won mind. i really won't.

The logic in my brain is hard to comprehend. Even i don understand y i think in a certain way at times. Esp now. I know i dislike tt person, but i always want to know what is going on with her in her life n so i went to read her blog. Only to realised i wld flared up and get sooooo mad n upset at how she comment on certain things. It's weird isn't it? Or is this call: Updating yourself ant ur enemy? hahaha. Or maybe i jus wan to see if she suffers? haha. Maybe e more she suffer e happier i m? Ok then tt makes me a super saddist. haha. n maybe a potential criminal.

Internet is down from yest onwards. tried so many times then finally get to blogger. birthday was ok. it was nice. haha. but y always b4 my birthday got some disasters happening recently. 2 years back was tsunami. now is taiwan earthquake. tsk tsk. y like tt. haha. n i'm grounded! cos dad say i keep going out. haha. then i shall be a nice boy until new year! haha. n hopefully i get e job at woodlands! hope i get e call tml! ahha.

Woke up this morning n started to feel aches throughout my leg. n then i remembered tt i went training with shin jia n roy. haha. it was a funny, fun training. we walked, ran, jog ard e track e whole morn. haha. n my stamina sux! shld run more in future! must start to prepare n train more.




YEAH! today is x'mas eve!!! tml is x'mas!!! got x'mas meal!!! hahaha. let's hope there is turkey. YUMMY! n e day after x'mas is my bdae celebration! yeah go simei n eat!!! WOOT!! all e gd food here i come!!!! yummy!




let's hope all those fats i gain (hopefully) do not go to my tummy! haha.

I think i know the ans to certain questions i have in my mind. Maybe it is retribution.




Dad n sis got their phones today. Exactly e same phone. haha. n if only starhub would gave me e stdent plan! phhsssst. The salesguy say e HQ will reject cos i'm only a few days away from being 18. Y like tt!! i need tt 1000 sms! or i shld say additional 500 sms. haha. While e fat green pipe companies to do so, the smart n fast wrestling guy gave their customers such privelege with even more benefits! So maybe the fat green pipe might not be tt fat afterall. haha.




Dad is intending to get a 21 inch tv!! but well, it will be his. Maybe!..Maybe! When i got enough $$ i shall get a tv into my room as well! ahha. n comes along e beautiful Xbox. BUT! there are still monsters lurking in my hse, which might endanger the survival of my XBox. hmm. well...........maybe i shld get smth else? haha.




Saw the eye monster today. She got her hair cut! couldn't recognise her at first but when i saw those eyes! i felt shiver down my curvy spine. haha. ok shan't be mean. see retribution again.

ok. something jus popped right thro my mind! u guys can give me a cap as a gift too! haha. it will serve great purpose later on in my life. haha.




shall do a quick recap of what happened for e past 5 days.




Monday: Had an early celebration of my bdae!! went to seoul garden eat with e greatest frens on earth. haha.




Tuesday: Job hunting with seph at vivo. none wanna hire me cos i can only commit for a short period. haha. then celebrated jiawei's bdae at swensen.




Wed: Stayed at home n did my resume. send it to various companies. actually is those agency.




Thurs: stayed at home. watch tv use e com. send a few resume.




Fri: pray, eat, send resume.




Am i such a lousy worker? or i have a lousy worker's face? or i'm down with bad luck? y noone wans to hire me.........haha.

It has been some time ever since i've blogged. haha. was busy with a game. hehe. n job huntings. so now i'm taking a mini break from e games n job huntings. So far, sad to say no one wans to hire me. haha. cos i'm able to commit for a short period n they looking for abt 6 months n longer. so i was shortlisted. Kind of having mix feeling. a bit disappointed, sad yet somehow a bit relieved and happy. hahhaha. don worry i won give up n i will keep hunting for jobs! So seph!! don feel guilty ok!! jus treat me when u got ur pay! MUWHAHAHAHA. i'm evil.




Jobs n games aside, next wed is my birthday! pple who happen to see my blog pls kindly note tt my birthday is 27/12! SO I WANT MY GIFTS! hahaha. i'm thick-skin. Jus jk lar. i very nice one. haha. no gitfs also can, give me money lor. MWUAHHAHA. ok, jk only. haha.




Anyway, jus in case some kind, cute n lovely pple out there still wanna get me gifts (i don mind accepting), i shall write my list out! haha. u all still got 6 days to shop! haha.



1) more shirt! i wan one nike black dry-fit. size s/m



2) still more shirt! hahahah.



3) movie treats! treat me to a movie!



4) pants! cargo or 3/4 pants! waist size: 28!



5) money! give me ang bao also can! MUWHAHA. min $1. haha.



6) food treat! treat me to a sumptous meal! (i don mind choc fondue!)less than $20 can liao.



7) get me a job! if ur work place happen to need pple. MWUAHHA.



8) chocs! haha. i don mind getting chocs for birthday. haha.



9) an instrument tt measures ur heart rate when u jog. i can't remember wat is e name of tt small machine



10) deuter bag! those big big one! for backpacks! MWUHAHA. preferred colour: blue.




ok tt is all. haha. i very nice one. n i wish for a miracle to happen. ple let it happen. even though i know e chance of tt miracle happening is very slim. but anyway i still have my hopes for it! haha. lalala. i shall await for the miracle!

Everyone changes.




Sometimes it is impossible for anyone not to change. It seems tt in life, change is inevitable. To me, there are 3 main reasons why people change.




Firstly, influence by peers. When u are interacting with your friends everyday, some of their characters maybe actually be found in u. N some of your characters can also be found in them.




Secondly, due to the environment or surrounding. You change to fit in to the environment. To blend in with everyone.




Thirdly, to adapt to environment. You change cos u need to adapt in an unfamiliar environment.




So, pple change and there maybe more than these 3 reasons. So when someone change i think it takes alot of courage for another person to accept that change. If changing n be more positive in life, i think it is a good change and your fren instead of exclaiming and get upset over the change shld be happy for u.




Nevermind not accepting the change, to me, the worse a fren can go iis not to even allow u to change. If for the worse, maybe u shld try n stop e change for occuring. But if for the better, why not?




By doing tt you are very selfish. Not only being selfish u hinder the development of one. You trap the poor soul into the cage, the cage where shld have been opened.




So open your arms widely to changes you fren are having. Have an open-mind.

I'm back from chalet! haha. It jus ended yest! The chalet was fun. haha. but it could have been better if only it hadn't rain on e 2nd day!! we could have gone for night cycing!! haha. n we manage to clear all e wings!! 8kg of them!! lalalala. Faizal n xueying came to the chalet as well! haha. e more e merrier!




Met huifang, yifang, leeyen n peishi on e 2nd day! haha. they also booked e same dates as us. There were 2 more innovians as well. haha. but i could not remember their name now. HAHAHA. ok i'm bad. lalala.




lazy to update so much. haha. YEAH!! badminton tml!!! WOOT!!! n off to city hall after tt to collect e free gift!! YEAH!!!




oh, i think we shld have another gathering soon. haha. my class is fun! or maybe i shld say it is fun hanging ard with my class! haha.

It rained!!! haha. hope after today there will be tonnes n tonnes of sunshine for e next 3 days!! lala. SHINE SHINE SHINE!!!




yeah x'mas is coming n so is my birthday!!! LALALALALA. pple start getting my gifts ready!! i'll borrow santa's reindeer and sleigh but instead of giving gifts i'm coming to collect gifts!! MWUAHHAHA. ok lame. alala.




n today is such a random post! WOOT! e caged animal will be released!!! to enjoy a few days of freedom n locked up back into e cage. haha.




oh, when i grow old i hope to find an hdb apartment away from e centrals n stuff. Somewhere quiet n cosy. haha. but accessible enuf. lalalalalalala. e stars are singin!

YEAH!!!!! chalet is this coming mon!!!!!!!!!!!! so looking forward for it. haha. cos it is fun, fun and more fun!!! haha. n tonnes of fooooooooooooooddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!! wwwwwoooooooooooootttttttttt!!! haha.

me n aunties with feathers.



aunties, xiu yun n me! (again w/o specs..hmm..not nice)



look at me ears! they grow feathers! i can fly!



ok me! (someone say i handsome. MWUHAHAH)



my beloved aunties n me! (i tried taking photos w/o my specs, result = no gd)



arwinder, puden n me



aunties, me n hf. ( not a nice pic but heck)




OK due to blogger's own techinal problem (not mine), i am unable to upload other pics. I've tried serveral time but it was useless. So i shall post other pics at other time then! enjoy these few pics!

i'm angry by what happened earlier on. If u read e previous post b4 i delete it u shld sense my anger. But well since i've delete it i shall not harp on it. haha. shall post pics of my prom real soon! once i got all e photos from e various cameras. haha. lalalal. prom pics looks nice! WE'RE BETTER THAN LARD! HAHAHAHAHA. Well, she still can't amazed us. Too bad couldn't get to see e beehive head and e weird sense of dressing. Must be e help of her juniors. Gd for her at least she didn't get embarrassed. But still, she looks ugly. HAHA. okok. wait for my pics real soon!! lalalala.

MUWHAHAHAA. i think i tag at e wrong person's blog. so malu. haha. i'm so stupid. yeah. dumb. muwhahha.

lalala. jus bought my prom stuff today. so sad spent money again. I'm sooooo broke! lalalalala. i'm bored. yeah faezah is coming back. MUWHAHA. then can go interview soon! WOOT! lalala.

Someone pls saved me!!! NO! save us! from e clutches of e pig trotters.




It is starting to irritate e hell out of me when things are getting out of control. This is not only abt u. It concern others as well. I'm sicked of being asked what happened. So what is ur ugly motive? It is getting on my bloody nerves. Don make me go up to u and do something nasty to u. Or y don u jus announced it to e whole world so everyone can jus pity u.




I'm being tired of always taking e bad guy role. I think it is high time we switched roles, y don't u be e baddie and we'll be e goodies. YES! we shall jus have some exchange of roles u crazy-perverted-soaked-in-self-pity lump of lard/bitch/pig/hideous monster or watever undescribable creature. Just because of YOU! one bloody arsehole tt doesn't we need to suffer from all this shit. You are not e only victim. SO STOP SEEING YOURSELF AS E FREAKING LOSER VICTIM!




wait till e world sees ur hideous and horrifying mask, then they will understand why we choose to do what we have done. Don't see urself so holy and saint. U sinned! u bloody bitch! get tt into ur thick skull! imbecile! Maybe you will only why u are such a big loser when u've really lost everything, even your enemies.




I'll wait for tt day to arrive and b4 it does, old stories don't win sympathy. They just shows how old you really are and how stupid u are tt u are always stuck back in time. Don pretend to move on when u aren't. Such a 2 sided rat. you'll drown in ur own oil!




On a lighter note, prom is jus round e corner! so is chalet. N job interviews! lala. i can see e $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.