Alright, i went blog hopping for awhile jus now and soon the green little monster call jealousy paid me a little visit. ahha. itchy itchy hands of mine. Well, i was surfing e blog of my sjab frens and reading those entries they wrote the duties they have n their relationship with their cadets kinda make me jealous.




Even though it has been like 2 to 3 years since my corps close down i still misses sjab. Even though how much i told pple i hate sjab, i actually misses it. What i really hate was the management at e headquarters and what i missed is the fun i had with my cadets, seniors and me fellow squad mates while doing duties, camps, parades or training. All those that i'll nv go thro again. No more first aid com, no more Jnco, snco and training camps, public duties. No more parades, commands to shout or drills to practise. No more medical tools to play with, to learn its usage. No more bandage to play with, no more partner to tie your bandage on. No more kisses with the dummies and molesting cases of the dummies as well. one last thing. No more forms to fill in.




Well, listing all these things made me sad. cos it is really NO MORE. Wonder if it'll appear again and even if it does it belongs to us (my ex corps pple) and not joining other sch. Because e feeling will nv be e same.




Suddenly, i miss wearing my uniform and wonder if my decision of not going to OTC under another corps was a mistake or not. hai..but all these are already the past. time to move on time to move on. how i hate this nostalgic feeling. it can be so funny at time when u think back. But now it is e sad part.




ok i shld go back n soaked myself into the wonderful world of chemistry.