Still wondering if i'm really e most suitable candidate for the job. Well, this also means i've no confidence in myself n i myself am doubting if i can meet up to such high expectations and doubting my own capabilities. IF pple trust me and acknowledge my effort and hard work and that is why they gave me e current job i shld be sure of myself as well right?



Hai..i'm still searching for proper answers to assure myself. Everyday seems so challenging.



Anyway was suppose to visit the bank today but i didn't. BOO! has pushed my plan even further. Was jus thinking a moment ago why my family is just so diff from the other families ard. So many examples to cite but i think i shldn't. Who knows it might jus make me resent my family, which is a bad thing. haha. but i guess i wouldn't want to do that. I think i sort of understand what sis is saying now. I feel the pain she is feeling. But what to do? The only answer or explanation i was given is time. Yes, TIME.