I had a fantastic day today! All was GREAT! except for some parts of the morning and CO session. In e morn as usual, always have a tummyache n i shitted like as if i had not shit for days. haha. so by e time i got back to lecture, everyone was strolling out of e lt. Btw, i did not shit for soooooo long, rushed to the toilet only like 5 to 10 mins b4 my bio lect ended.




then after tt i had my break! it was a long break compared to the usual breaks as my bio lect ended early. had economical rice. haha. wanted to save e $$ for lunch later when me n aunty bern n aunty sy going to meet eunice to celebrate her bdae. haha. but jus couldn't resist the tempt to eat. haha,.




then so sch went on as usual. a short fri. n when sch ended me n aunty bern rushed to put our bags in the locker b4 meeting eunice. haha. aunty sy got extra bio lesson. so we sort of rushed n luckily eunice will b metting us late cos we were also sort of late. haha.




soon after we arrived at kfc, eunice arrived too! haha. very happy to see her!! so long nv see her liao. so we had lunch at pasta mania n we talk alot. haha. really is alot. so long nv chat liao. had a great time. jus then auntie sy arrived at pasta mania too cos her bio ended early. then as i was a professional dustbin, after i had finished my baked pasta, i even helped auntie sy to finished her baked rice. haha. but it is only 1 mouth lor.




n we had dessert!!! not really dessert lar..haha. had bubble tea. then we walked round CWP. looking for cds n chatting. even though e meeting time was short cos me, aunty bern n aunty sy had to leave for CO, we had a great time!! haha. or at least i felt i did! n i;m sure they too!!




n oh! eunice like e present! hha. at least we did not waste our time walking ard junction 8. haha. our effort paid off! haha. then back to CO. as usual..boring..a waste of time n something embarassing happened today! SO MALU LAR!




got this junior of mine was suing my score..then after tt she was asking me if i wan to put the new score into my file then being partially deaf..haha..i cldn't hear what she say n she sort of like repeat herself for a few times n i still couldn't get wat she wans to say. haha. so feeling paiseh i blushed a little n my frens all ard us were asking me y i blushed n soon my face turned red! so paiseh lar. they keep asking me if i like her. OMG! wat a bad thing to happen. n yes donnoe y recently i had this blushing thing going on. seems to blush easily over slightest thing. BAD BAD BAD!! hope it will go soon. jus hope tt junior won have a bad impression of me. haha.




n after CO went ard CWP to walk. haha. now can even walk ard CWP with my eyes close. haha. n y isn't there a sale going on at CWP!! erm..esp for stores like OP or G2000? n if only i got $$ i would have bought the shirt i saw at J8!! it was by G2000!! a dry fit polo tee!! N IT IS SOOOO NICE!! n the OP store at J8 also got sale!! e shirt from 40 drop to 20 lor! 50% leh!!!!!!!! but too bad..i'm broke, poor n in no need of such shirts. aha. afterall i'm not someone who always go out. so those clothes will also get dusty jus by lying in my cupboard. haha.




n i think this is a pretty looooooonnnnnnnnggggggg post. haha. jus feeling so elated! ahha. so long nv meet one of my best fren. haha. I'M HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

yeah i'm back! haha.




today i had my 2nd X-country n most probably my last X-country ever. Other than e constant running n training in the army. haha.




e run was great! haha. At first did not really wanna run the 4.8km cos very tired n lazy. But then while i was waiting for the guys's event to start i saw all e girls running back n it motivated me to run. haha.




so i ran. yeah n i came in within the time limit. Shld be ard 21 to 22 mins. haha. nv ask the teacher who recorderd my time. too tired liao. anyway i got the badge!! or i shld say the key chain!! haha. yeah. pple within the time limit will be able to get it. haha.




n e best part abt running is tt when u are abt to reach n all ur house pple, frens shouting n cheering for u! haha. e feeling was GREAT!! like u are e top of e world! haha. n of course all e compliments u received from ur frens. haha.




so after the run we rest n e hse gathered together to do our cheers n stuff. maybe it was my last year i felt very enthu. haha. shout very loud n cheer very happily. haha. but too bad, this year my hse nv do very well. we came in last. haha. among all e other 3 houses. As usual, Sagittiaurus won, follow by Taurus, then Aquila. Surprisingly, Aquila overtook us. haha. but nevertheless, RASALAS ROX E MOST! haha.
n due to the hot sun, i got burnt! yeah! free tanning session n i was sweating like mad. haha.




so after the run i went to J8 with sy n b. went to hunt for eunice's present. haha. Shop ard e whole J8 n in e end finally manage to find one present. haha! we really took out time to choose n go to almost everyshop to look. haha. n by e end of the day our legs are so tired. n when we see chairs, it seems as if we saw gold. hha. ran towards it n sat on them. so shiok! haha.




n so *yawn* i'm quite tired, buti haven eat n iron my uniform..sian!! haha. i'm jus so lazy to iron my clothes but i won be lazy until i don wan to eat. Unless of course when i'm sick. haha.




n i learnt one thing from the run today:


Never give up n condemn urself even b4 u have done e task. Once u are doing it, give in ur best n persevere on even if it drains out every ounce of energy in u. because the end product will make u feel so satified that u are full of energy again.

i'm still tired but not depressed anymore.


it's time to move on.


no point brooding over e bad stuff.


learn from it n move on!








AND SOMETHING NICE HAS HAPPENED!! HAHA. OUR FAMILY FIRST SO CALLED CHILD TO GO TO UNI!! MY SISTER!!




even though she has not received the letter. but thro e application status thingy NUS has stated tt they have sent a letter to so call inform her. OHH!! i'm so happy for her!! even though she grad from a poly but she manage to get into a uni! she has really done us proud!




n so e pressure on me getting heavier. i too MUST enter uni. it is not an option. it is a MUST! if not i've wasted 2 years of my education. n my sis is going to push me! she will motivate me everyday to study. haha. what a nice sis i have!! i'm really happy for her! hope she will received the letter tml!




ok its freaking late now n i have a x-country tml. i better sleep if not i will run into the bushes at macritchie. haha!




bye all n wish me luck in completing the race within the time limit!

All of a sudden i wonder how long can i take it before i breakdown.




This has nv really happen to me before during my 'O's n i definitely won't wan it to happen to me during my 'A's. But the way things are happening ard me now, it jus seems that breaking down is inevitable.




My horrifying block test results, pressure and expectations form teachers, stressed from peers and family and the environment i'm in.




Sometimes upon reflection, i wonder is it really the environment ard me that is hindering me or is it that i'm not good enough? Maybe it is aabit of both or i shldn't even use maybe. IT IS.




It jus gets so fustrating when u did study for your test or exams n the results u get back are atrocious and far from expectations. Especially since after i got or i heard from my teacher my chem results. It is horrifying and devastating. I jus feel crashed, thrown around like a lifeless dummy after hearing it.




Once again, i did not pass. I jus feel so angry and lousy and how impossible can it be. I studied for the test. I memorise all the reactions n in the end all my hard work and effort paid off for a fail?




And i'm so afraid to let my parents see my results. This time i fail all 3 subjects. 3!!! N my 'A's are getting so close and i'm not even making any improvement. I stayed up till the wee hours to study to complete my assignment and some of my classmates nv even do their work n they can jus pass! How fair is that? I worked myself till i'm always tired n i don always get what i feel i shld deserved.




My teachers (esp my maths teacher) is giving tremendous amount of stress. I feel stressful when i attend his lesson n even when i see him. I'm alreading trying my best to complete his tutorial and to study for my test to pass and even try to ace them. Yet when i get back my results, it is always a fail. Sometimes attending his lesson is jus nerve-breaking.




Sometimes i blame it on the environment i'm in right now. But i can't always blame it. My hse is noisy. ALWAYS. with my nephew n nieces running, screaming, fighting, quarelling in my hse it jus so hard to concentrate. n when they are so peaceful, watching their fav tv program i feel so happy. Sometimes i jus wonder y can't they jus go home n leave my hse. HEY THIS IS MY HOUSE! you have a hse yourself n u jus can't live there for even more than 10 hrs? Sometimes it jus get so noisy that i can't take it anymore, i jus wanna scream at them, chase them out of my house. But i can't. I have to consider for my parents, my auntie n whatever stuff. But do my cousins n their child spare a thought not only for me but my family? NO!




I'm jus feeling so demoralised, depressed, down, dead n whatever D words to describe me. I'm jus so afraid i can't make it for my 'A's. i also afraid that when i breakdown what will i do, what will happen to me?




Will i go bersek, running and screaming ard my hse, chasing pple out?


OR




Will i become so pissed off with my environment that i run away from home? Live at the parks? Bath at public toilets?




OR




Will i jus do the most foolish thing ever on earth. Committing suicide?




I'm really afraid. n i hate what i'm going thro now. This really sux.




I wonder if i can ever find motivation and strength to keep on moving. Or will i jus die halfway upon this path i've chosen?

N i'm here again to post some pics!! yipee!! hha. those are taken at e farewell party cum long na's birthday celebration at cafe cartel! did not stay there for too as i have cca in e afternoon. so only took 2 pics. haha. but still i was very happy with it! haha. cos one of them is e best pic i've ever taken!

ok this is my fave pic!! haha. this is taken with faezah. my classmate. haha. n oh with my new haircut!

ahha..ok this was a very BHB pic. haha. tell yr to take it while i pretend to daydream.

Finally!! i have the time to post n that my blog is finally ok now. recently b4 my freasking block test i went to change e layout of my blog n in the end i cld not view it. As my block test was spproaching so i've decided not to care abt it. haha. since noone will be viewing my blog.




ok so now finally block test is over. i manage to get find some time to blog. haha. nthn much happen recently. everything is still ok. haha. n my cross country is on the 29/3/06!!! yeah!! hope i can complete the 4.8 within 30 mins. haha.




haven been training except last thrus pe. ahha. ran 4km++ in abt 20 to 21 mins. haha. almost die from running. haha.




ok shall stop here. nthn much to say too. looking forward for next wed!! but not really next week. sian!

HEY THE TEST IS REALLY ACCURATE! HAHA.



You entered: Lin Sijie


There are 8 letters in your name.


Those 8 letters total to 42


There are 4 vowels and 4 consonants in your name.




Your number is: 6




The characteristics of #6 are: Responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy.




The expression or destiny for #6:


The number 6 Expression provides you a truly outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. The 6 is helpful and ever conscientious, making you quite capable of rectifying and balancing any sort of inharmonious situation. You are a person very much inclined to give help and comfort to those in need. You have a natural penchant for working with the old, the young, the sick, or the underprivileged. Although you may have considerable creative and artistic talents, the chances are that you will devote yourself to an occupation that shows concern for the betterment of the community.




The positive side of the number 6 suggests that you are very loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much sympathetic, kindness, and generosity. The qualities of the 6 make the finest and most concerned parent and one often deeply involved in domestic activities. Openness and honesty is apparent in your approach to all relationships.




If there is an excess of the number 6 in your makeup, you may exhibit some of the negative traits associated with this number. There may be a tendency for you to be too exacting and demanding of yourself. In this regard, you may at times sacrifice yourself (or your loved ones) for the welfare of others. In some cases, the over zealous 6 has difficulty distinguishing helping from interfering. You may have difficulty expressing your own individuality, because of involvement with responsibilities and causes. Like all with the Expression of the number 6, it's quite likely that you worry much too much.




Your Soul Urge number is: 5




A Soul Urge number of 5 means:


The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.




In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.




You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.




Your Inner Dream number is: 1




An Inner Dream number of 1 means:


You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.

After spending more than a day with my new haircut, i think i have grown to like it rather than hating it even more. haha. yes. i think i like e haircut now. haha. i'm weird right? criticising it one moment n now i'm saying that i like it. haha. contradicting myself.




anyway this was partly due to my sis. haha. i guess she sort of console me abt my hair. haha. shall recollect n typed out the conver we have. It will be obviously not 100% accurate, but the main point will be the same. haha.




Sis: OMG! wat happen to your hair! it is so ugly! what did the hairdresser did to your hair!
Me: i know it is ugly lar. me myself also don like it lor.


Sis: your hair now like wild grass lar. the hairdresser like donnoe how to cut your hair. anyhow take one pair of scissors and cut izzit.


Me: She ask me if i mind very short hair n i say i don n she told me she will cut it "bao" for me. so this is e end result.


Sis: OMG. hmm. but after awhile i think your hair looks ok leh. not bad lar. quite nai kan.


Me: haha. ok.


Sis: i think u need to style ur hair then look even better


Me: obviously i know tt. but the thing is i donnoe how to style n wat to style with my current hair!




ok then me n my sis took some wax i bought n start to mess ard with my hair. haha.




Sis: i think u look nice with this hairstyle ( e hair is not even spike! it is sort of like combed to the front.)


Sis: looka bit like e lin feng hairstyle in e lawyer show. e tut-tut one. hha.


Me: er..ok. anyway did u spot a bald spot?


Sis: YES! n how come got bald spot! OMG. u better mess your hair n use them to cover ur bald spot.




haha. so we messed ard with my hair again. it was almost e same. no diff. jus tt we cover one of my bald spot. n i can't believe at such a young age! not even 18!! i actually have a bald spot. this is bad!!! haha.




yar..so this is how it went. so i guess i shall jus anyhow mess it. then go to sch n ask advise from my classmates. haha.

today was suppose to be a wonderful day! a day where i've been looking forward to! cos i'm going to have a haircut! but as usual..there is always a twist to what i'm looking forward too.




haha. once again,it was a bad haircut! very bad instead. haha. worse than last time. last time is nv really cut. this time is cut ALOT! haha. yup. i'm pretty hard ti please. haha. not easy getting a haircut.




now my hair is short! n i look like a monkey cum most prob an ex-convict kinda hair. haha. very like wild grass. n i have no idea on how m i going to style this hair. really at a lost. can any expert teach me?? haha.




guess i'm gonna wake up very early e next day n try styling. haha. abit crazy n vain. but no choice. unless i don mind critics on mon morn. which i think i kind of dread. yeah. sometimes i'm afraid of being criticise. hha.




OH! n i pass my organic chem test! yeah! w/o cheating. haha. all are original ans. haha. but wasn't a very gd pass anyway.




ARRRGH! n i hate my hair now. grow hair grow! haha. like harry potter's! it grew back so fast. haha! grow hair grow! hmm..maybe if i keep chanting this sentence my hair might jus grow to a nicer length! haha.




n i shld get ready mentally. haha. i'm sure i'm going to get alot of : "what happen to your hair sj!" or " y u cut until so short!" n even " what did u do to your hair! " n of course some gasped. haha. ok. i'm paranoid. thinking of all e worst scenerio n stuff. while..maybe i might get some nice comments like: " woah! u look great with ur new haircut!" haha..or.." hey, i think this haircut suits u! looks great with it!"




but of course, those are jus my wishful thinkings. haha. cos from my frens' forst rxn, i knew e haircut isn't very gd. ahah. they jus burst out laughing. maybe partly due to wat i say. i think i shall go back to the usual hairdresser. even though i will get back e mushroom head shape when e hair grows..it might jus be better than bad haircuts.haha.




n i think i've blabber enuf. cos if this continues it will get nowhere. haha. i will be back to square one. so i better stop thinking n move my hands away from the keyboard. but b4 i end i want to say something:




MY DEAR HAIR! PLS GROW!!!! YEAH GROW!!!!

DINNER TIME! yes. it is dinner time for me now. so wld like to make use of this time to blog. gonna mug till quite late today, so cannot keep using com. haha.




recently, my appetite has been growing in an alarming rate! YES! ALARMING! very scary. i can finish a bowl of rice n maybe in abt 10 to 15 mins later, i will feel hungry again! this is very horrible. i think it has been going for abt a week or 2.




take today for example. while i was waiting for my mum at e market, i bought myself a plate of bee hoon with 1 fried chicken wing and a fishcake n started eating. i finished even before my mum arrives. haha. but i wasn't full.




abt 1 to 2 hrs later when i reached home..i became very hungry again. so i cooked instant noodles. n i wasn't full too. so i drink cups of water. ahha. then in e end i jus cldn't control..i found biscuit n ate them. half of the biscuits are gone. haha. my mum was shocked. she was asking if i'm very hungry n i said yes.




n at ard 4 plus..i eat biscuits again..was feeling hungry n can't concentrate..n after eating them i took an hr nap. haha. so woke up at 5.30. lucky don have e hunger urge yet. haha.




then when my mum starts to cook dinner..i became hungry!! haha. yeah so i'm now having my dinner!!! most prob will be having supper donnoe eating what. haha.




n to this problem, i came up with 4 possibilities.




1: i shit too much. i can shit abt 2 to 3 times daily. mostly 2. ahha. n e quantity is alot. haha.




2: i'm having some weird eating disorder. but i no $$ go see doc. haha.




3: i'm having this superbly high metabolism rate n scientist are most probably gonna catch me n study me. haha.




4: i'm having a 2nd puberty?? if such things actually exist. haha. i don mind:) can grow taller!! haha.




hmm..but whatever it is..i hope i can grow fat n still be healthy n grow tall too! haha.

This is the 2nd post of e day!! horrible!! i'm jus having too much random thoughts in my head! i cld even sit here all day st e com n type abt 101 things going on in my head. all e thoughts. even jus by staring at e plastic cup could trigger many thoughts.




ok if only this happens in my gp essays as well as other subjects. i can linked up many point n ideas n maybe score As for every single one.




n b4 i start ranting off random stuff i better shut up.




tt's all. i gtg n face my notes..or maybe not..hehe

went to the asian civilisation musuem to look at e artifects n learned alot abt e power dressing during the ancient chi time. haha.
this is e ticket stud! haha. love it. very trad chi, very nice. hhaa. my vocab is limited. haha.
n this was present at e seats when we enter the theatre. looks cool huh! haha..inside is e preview of e diff sotries n e crew.haha. very nice!!
haha! this was my supper at 12am!! haha. bought this at yishun mac. was freaking hungry after e peformance. haha.

i'm bored!!!!!!!! n i don feel like studying. so here i am.BLOGGING..haha.




somehow when i'm alone all e things i do not want to think or fussed over come n stay in my head. this is so shitty.




arrrgh! getting myself involved in unecessary conflicts! all i've to blame is my stupid mouth. YES! y cldn't i jus shut up or get e hints from my fren! ARRRGH!




trying so hard to avoid it..yet in e end it comes back to me! Y? Y? Y? can someone tell me y??




maybe i'm jus a plain idiot who jus can't shut up. bleh..watever now. haha. must try not to let it bother me too much.




anyway e nus open hse was ok. manage to get the info i wan. haha.




n i think i'm pretty mentally unstable. half fretting n complaning n half laughing. i'm really weird or maybe i've become insaned. i guess it is a gd thing anyway to be insaned. so pple will stay away from u..so will all e unecessary conflicts.




ok i'm starting it all over again. i shld stop b4 i repeat myself non-stop. tt's all folks. gdbye!

HOHO!! i've jus reached home n taken a shower! haha. ok i know this is late! very late! but i nv go out n party lor. haha. it was for sch. haha. for my arts cert!




anyway shall type a breif overview of wat i did n how i feel b4 giving u e extra details. haha. which will most prob bore most pple.




firstly, went out early in e morn, then me n sy meet up with ber for lunch at BK n when we board e train..we got a bad feeling tt we will be late in meeting our CO grp at raffles. haha. mood: happy n fun!




reached raffles n we were late! kena punishment. 11 rounds at e track. if it is at tellytubby hill..i'm going to walk. or maybe not going to run. haha. siao lor..800++m at tellytubby hill..wan my life. haha. MOOD: ok..n abit stressed.




afternoon we went to the asian civilisation musuem. MOOD: ok..




later afternoon..went for lunch..so many pple. dinner was ok. after wat happen next was terrible. SUCKED! MOOD: pissed off




so we reached e night time n we went to watch the HCI performance. MOOD: excited




ok shall move on to my details. haha. morn to lunch was nthn much. then we met up with the CO grp n went to the musuem. haha. it was fun over there. it was quite nice. know alot abt e power dressing. haha. e tour guide was quite a nice lady. n e collection was GREAT!! tons of chinese tradition costumes n also religion stuff n e collector is a caucasian. wonder y they like our chinese culture so much when so many chi youngsters nowadays can't be bothered with their own roots n culture. preety ashamed. hhaa.




after tt went for dinner. had chicken rice. it was ok. then after tt went to look for other CO peeps ard e foodcourt as we need to assemble n look for the monster aka tics. then we recieved punishment AGAIN FOR BEING LATE! n it wasn't our fault. firstly we were not informed! n we were late cos we were trying to gather our CO peeps. how unfair is tt! anyway total rounds 13! wat an unlucky no. haha.




so being pissed off we walk damn fast to victoria concert hall. n reached there quite early. no choice we have very KS tic. reached at ard 6.55. 35mins b4 we get to be seated. hot n stuffy n bored. TIC they themselve disppear. other pple were late..definitely not CO peeps. but were they punished? NO..Y?? cos they were e fav student. n make e whole CO grp wait for 2 pple. wonderful!




so in e end we got our tickets n watch e show. IT WAS FANTASTIC! haha. great performance put up by HCI. really envy them. everyone was so united. e alumni n e those involves. kinda jealous too. haha. jus made me remember wat i had done in sec sch. ahah..so fun too. all e plays n performance. but i doubt ijc will have such performance. we are so not up to the standard n everyone is trying to be so ang-moh-fied. haha.




anyway e whole day was still pretty ok. very fun n love e show! it was really gd! other pple shld try to catch it next year! haha. can see all e enthusiasm from the performers n e crews n alle hard work. SIMPLY E BEST! can't really describe it with words. haha.




ok shall end my post here..tml goin to NUS open hse! haha. sian..very tired..but have to go. for my future!! haha. LAME

YEAH!! happy day :)




went swimming after retest!! haha. e sun was hot!! i had e dark tanning lotion on me! but...............i did not get burnt or watsoever. i guess e water or my sweat actually washed it off. haha. shall sun-tan n swim againe next time.




YEAH!! my fren told me i got 18/20 for my maths re-test!! yeah!! but wonder where went wrong. hmm. haha. i'm working very hard ok!




yet stuck with messy situations..arrgh..haha. shall not let it occupy much of my brain space. they are needed for my block test. jus hope everything will end soon n a happy ending. haha. somehow it sounds abit wrong. watever lar. haha.




shall go sleep now! cos tml got outing! haha. musuem (sianified..n if kris ang is going..he is going get attitude from me!) n CHI performance..so looking forward for it!! haha.




ok my eyes are closing..haha..very happy today! hmm..wonder if i can post those pics. haha! anyway nite everyone!

*yawn*...




sianified.




do not have mood or energy for hmwk. haven been doing n practising my maths n pther hmwk till abt 1 to 2am almost everyday since last week.




feel so drained out.




e worst part is..my effort isn't being paid off. makes me wonder y i worked so hard.




bleah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cos of 'A's..




not a great day after all.




sometimes life jus sux!




n i'm feeling better now cos my fav song is being broadcast over e radio! yipee..i guess i'm crazy.

All of a sudden i wonder if anyone is actually reading my blog. If there is, i'm quite surprised. But it is not those kind of surprised tt pple actualy read my blog, but rather tt they could stand the content of my entries.




Come to think of it, my entries are pretty boring eh? Most of it seems to be whining n complaining. haha. N it takes great effort for one to read such long n boring entries of mine. Quite grateful to them. haha.




anyway jus another random post. Jus wan to leave my books n notes for awhile. been staring at them for quite some time. haha. n blogging happens to be the best excuse :)




ok time is up got to go back n look at e pretty n lovely alphabets, letters, words and questions. haha.

YEAH!! finally got time to rest for a while. haha. yest went to career fair..went off at 4 plus with frens then go carrefour walk. haha. then bought some chips n saw this army exhibition. were waiting for them to perform e fancy drill. so waited for 1/2 hr. e fancy drill was gd! n after tt went to marinia square to have dinner. saw one sec sch fren. haha.




after dinner went to walk ard marina then city link. after city link went to orchard. haha. it was fun! so long nv go orchard walk n relax. haha. so tired man. felt so relaxed. have been studying for test for e past week till 1am or even 2. everyday go sch so tired. haha. but went to walk at orchard i feel so relaxed. haha. while walking. saw kayee. haha. gave her a hug. she looks better. more refreshed? haha. hope she feels happier too. haha.




sch's been pretty stessful now. have been failing my maths n chem n this is bad. hai..for chem i was having e day b4 n i cld not study. haha. but for maths! it was shitty. redid my tutorials n even tys questions i still fail. wonder where i went wrong! but after my retest i got 16!! haha. next came another test n even though i know i haven get my results back i can predict i will fail badly. cos i made terrible mistakes! hai..hate myself. stayed up till 1 to study for tt test yet get such lousy results. for bio i think i'm doing pretty well. haven fail any test yet. n i don wan to fail any.




hmm..feel much better after typing so many stuff out. haha. ok i'm weird. n oh! i went swimming today!! e sun was hot! PSSSSST hahha. n i got burnt!!!! now like red lobster + guan gong. haha. i shall go do my hmwk now. tata.