haha. jus got this sudden urge to blog again.



i m sad. or i think i am. yes, i'm postive i m sad.



for tonnes of reason. n some i don't even know.



going tp have supper tonight with ah lee. but redbull is tagging along. not really looking forward for it.



last thing i need is for tml to cock up. which i got e feeling tt it might. oh..boo!



still i'm looking forward for tml! buffet, movie, shopping n great companion from noon till night. nothing to complain abt.



*note: it's morning i'm afraid. well..it's custom isn't it n i shldn't run away from it. sometimes i jus hate traditions n custom. It pulls u down n make u sacrifice for things u wldn't wan to.

oh no. jus what is exactly going on within me right now? hai..so messy right now. Everything is like a whirlpool. It is too intense for me to go reason it out within myself.



ARRGGH!!! This is not right!! Maybe there is too much envy. How i hate it n love it. Everything seems so wrong yet right.



I cannot allow e same thing to happen to me. To prevent it from happening, i must control it.



If only i could say this " Dear Lord, pls give me strength."