It is a bad week and i do not wish to elaborate more. Because i'm afraid tt the more i start to say all over again, the emo i'll get again. I'm trying hard to rid off this emo feeling but it is hard. So maybe trying to come here n type some stuff might jus help.



I'm kinda slapping my own face right? Saying tt i'm not going to say much abt what happened, yet still saying coming here to type some stuff to try n de-emo myself.



Maybe i'm jus feeling fustrated at e HQ and at myself. The HQ definitely has some fucked-up pple to disgust u and make u pissed off. I'm angry at myself for making myself feel so much abt it. Like as if i'm totally involved in it. I think i'm emotionally too attached to what has happened.



Managed to get some comfort from the comments aunty ng gave. It was really useful. Made me feel slightly more relieved. Now all tt i'm angry and worried is abt the time. I'm afraid tt it will take too long and they will take some actions, giving him post or appointment that he shouldn't hold and thus hurting him and making him lose confidence as well as emo-ing over it.



Hate to see or envision any of my fren being like tt. It breaks ur heart like as if their ur own child. Also hate pple tt make fun of my frens or making nasty comments when he is down.



ARRRGH!!!!!!!!!!! LET THE STEAM OF!! PSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Ok, at least it does helped a little.



Sometimes a little is all i need to make myself feel better.