Maybe i'm just a self-centered and selfish bastard but i HATE going out for dinner with my cousin n nephew n neice and i HATE my neice n nephew staying at my nice. maybe hate is not strong enuf. maybe the e word should be ABHOR.
I LOATHE the noise n e mess they made to my house, e problems they create, and every single action, expression, word, ideas they have, made, spoke and thought of.
I SIMPLY ABHOR IT!
the intensity has grew even stronger, n i've tried many ways n methods to stop making myself hate them so much, but they jus don't seem to work.
Sometimes i also wonder if i'm really very insignificant in the family that e noise i made seems not to be heard or to be taken into consideration at all. Or maybe izzit bcos my parents don understand what i'm going thro? Or i'm jus some selfish and self centred bastard?
ALL I WANT IS JUS A PEACEFUL AND QUIET HOUSE. A HOUSE AND SPACE THAT JUS BELONGS TO ME AND MY FAMILY N NO ONE ELSE. but everywhere corner i turn, every space i see doesn't seems to belong to us. sometimes i jus ask for peaceful moments in my house so tt i can study n try to focus, but i couldn't find any. I feel so tired trying to look for one, tt i feel so disheartened. I've tried to adapt to it, but i jus can't work ard with those noises. I jus need some quiet space so i can do my maths or even try to understand my chem notes.
Am i jus being unreasonable asking for so much? Sometimes all these jus seemed to be like a dream. A dream that can't be fulfilled at all. It seemed so distant with each passing day and when i reached my hand out for it, it jus floats further away.
Sometimes i also feel like i'm in a dilemma. When my dad asked me if they are noisy n disturbing me, i jus feel like shouting :" YES, they F***ING ARE!" but if i do, what can my dad too? chase them out of e house? n spoil e relationship b/w my cousin? HOW I WISH TT WOULD HAPPEN. but it is IMPOSSIBLE! i also can't put my dad in a tight spot. everything jus sux. I think if my teachers made me stay back till 7 or 8 everyday, i will love them. I will thank them. I rather stay in sch now then at home.
n maybe i will jus wait for tt day to come....
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Saturday, April 29, 2006
OK! 4 days sinced i've post. i shall do a quick re-cap of e past 4 days.
Wednesday - 26/4/06
hmm..nthn much happened. had my STAR programme from 3 to 6, so no CO. after tt went for debrief for CO. haha. can't remember wat was it abt. Had dinner at np n was determined to get my Ken Hirai's album!
Thursday - 27/4/06
Quite a normal day. nthn exciting happened except tt we don have MATHS!! YEAH!!
Friday - 28/4/06
Today was my last CO session. Next week onwards STAR will commence on fri as well.
CO was good today. Mr cockroach finally DID something with us n not leave us alone. The whole CO played together with the new J1s. Not bad. Mandalla is nice! Matsuri still not tt gd. Da Chang Jin was good too. N ON THIS DAY I BOUGHT MY KEN HIRAI!!!!haha. was very very very very very very happy.estatic. excited. haha.
Saturday - 29/4/06
went swimming early in e morn! IT WAS SUNNY! hhaa. but still i did not get burn. so sad. hah. then after e swim walked all e way to ber's hse to study. till 6 plus. great day. haha. watched ice age 2 n scary movie 3 while doing out tutorials. laughed all my intestine out when i watched scary movie 3. haha. it was super funny. then as usual, keep snacking n eating. haha. n now i'm home! haha. study till 6.30. then got super heavy rain.
after this review of e past 4 days, something came into my mind. It is abt how some my classmates work. It is so strange how some till now at this time does not worry or even fear abt their "A" levels. They can still have a very playful n heck-care attitude.It seems like to them, 'A's is really like 'O's. If they are smart n gifted, then i've got nthn to say. But e truth is tt they aren't. Some can even jus sleep throughout ALL lectures! Tt really made me wonder why on earth does he even bother to come to sch. Might as well stay at home n sleep which is more comfortable! u got your bed and u sleep lying down n not sitting up. Weird HUH! sometimes they can jus don be bothered abt test fancy sleeping throughout the test. I'M SIMPLY AMAZED!. trust me, i've nv seen anything like tt. NEVER! even my sec sch classmates bother to scribble some ans before sleeping.
I'm really curious to how they work n function at times. But now, i'm more annoyed and irritated by their attitude. Wonder how they study for teir 'O's. Ok i shall not judge them anymore. it is not my right anyway. i shall jus stop here. gtg bath n eat.
Wednesday - 26/4/06
hmm..nthn much happened. had my STAR programme from 3 to 6, so no CO. after tt went for debrief for CO. haha. can't remember wat was it abt. Had dinner at np n was determined to get my Ken Hirai's album!
Thursday - 27/4/06
Quite a normal day. nthn exciting happened except tt we don have MATHS!! YEAH!!
Friday - 28/4/06
Today was my last CO session. Next week onwards STAR will commence on fri as well.
CO was good today. Mr cockroach finally DID something with us n not leave us alone. The whole CO played together with the new J1s. Not bad. Mandalla is nice! Matsuri still not tt gd. Da Chang Jin was good too. N ON THIS DAY I BOUGHT MY KEN HIRAI!!!!haha. was very very very very very very happy.estatic. excited. haha.
Saturday - 29/4/06
went swimming early in e morn! IT WAS SUNNY! hhaa. but still i did not get burn. so sad. hah. then after e swim walked all e way to ber's hse to study. till 6 plus. great day. haha. watched ice age 2 n scary movie 3 while doing out tutorials. laughed all my intestine out when i watched scary movie 3. haha. it was super funny. then as usual, keep snacking n eating. haha. n now i'm home! haha. study till 6.30. then got super heavy rain.
after this review of e past 4 days, something came into my mind. It is abt how some my classmates work. It is so strange how some till now at this time does not worry or even fear abt their "A" levels. They can still have a very playful n heck-care attitude.It seems like to them, 'A's is really like 'O's. If they are smart n gifted, then i've got nthn to say. But e truth is tt they aren't. Some can even jus sleep throughout ALL lectures! Tt really made me wonder why on earth does he even bother to come to sch. Might as well stay at home n sleep which is more comfortable! u got your bed and u sleep lying down n not sitting up. Weird HUH! sometimes they can jus don be bothered abt test fancy sleeping throughout the test. I'M SIMPLY AMAZED!. trust me, i've nv seen anything like tt. NEVER! even my sec sch classmates bother to scribble some ans before sleeping.
I'm really curious to how they work n function at times. But now, i'm more annoyed and irritated by their attitude. Wonder how they study for teir 'O's. Ok i shall not judge them anymore. it is not my right anyway. i shall jus stop here. gtg bath n eat.
Monday, April 24, 2006
Today is jus the starting of e week n i feel like as if i've screwed up e rest of e week itself. This is bad. Very bad. i'm jus looking forward for e weekends. YES E SUPER LONG ONE!
Recently, i jus feel that i've been getting more temperamental. Even if i've might not shown it, i feel it. I donnoe why but i keep getting very angry easily. n yes getting angry at my friends. I don't know y, but i'm sure it is not their fault. It is mine. Something is very wrong with me n i donnoe where. I donnoe if any of my mood swings actually pissed them off but somehow i guess it did. I'm sure it has. But they are very very nice pple n so they jus nv say anything. i think there is jus something wrong with me esp when i communicate with them. they don get wat i say n i don get them. But they themselves understand what e other party is trying to say. i'm not saying it is their fault. If both of them can understand each other perfectly, y can't i understand them? forget it. i shan't talk more.
I also donnoe what i'm worrying abt. My 'A's? My future? Money? i really donnoe. There is jus a thousands of mixed things going around my brain and heart n at certian times, i don't even know what i'm feeling. It's all so mixed up. I wonder what is going on with me. I really do. I find tt i'm not like what i'm used to be. I guess i used to be more cheerful, i used to laugh more. Yet, recently i tend to frown more? Get angry more easily? Get cranky more easily? Once again..i donnoe.
it seems like there are jus so many uncertainties going on with my life right know. I don't even know what i'm feeling! or maybe i'm jus heartless. seems like e rain made me cranky. or i'm jus cranky even wihout e rain. N once again..all this does not make any sense at all. Yup. Not one bit.
even drinking choc banana does not make me happy. what shld i do? i missed e peaceful week i've experienced last week. It was a blessing for me yet it was someone else sorrow. Now, i feel so lost. Both in my own world n the world i'm living in right now. All is so noisy n irritaing. I hate noise. I hate irritaing noise. N i hate noise made by my nephew n niece even more. i would trade for my cable tv and my handphone and all e seoul garden, chomp chomp, kenny rogers or watever trips i wan to make jus to make them leave my hse or my life forever.
hai..i'm whining again. as usual. afterall i'm a human. A wierd one? maybe. ok. time's up for typing so much nonsense. m homework all summoning me. bye all. n now i'm wondering to whom i saying bye to, when e blog is only read by me.
Recently, i jus feel that i've been getting more temperamental. Even if i've might not shown it, i feel it. I donnoe why but i keep getting very angry easily. n yes getting angry at my friends. I don't know y, but i'm sure it is not their fault. It is mine. Something is very wrong with me n i donnoe where. I donnoe if any of my mood swings actually pissed them off but somehow i guess it did. I'm sure it has. But they are very very nice pple n so they jus nv say anything. i think there is jus something wrong with me esp when i communicate with them. they don get wat i say n i don get them. But they themselves understand what e other party is trying to say. i'm not saying it is their fault. If both of them can understand each other perfectly, y can't i understand them? forget it. i shan't talk more.
I also donnoe what i'm worrying abt. My 'A's? My future? Money? i really donnoe. There is jus a thousands of mixed things going around my brain and heart n at certian times, i don't even know what i'm feeling. It's all so mixed up. I wonder what is going on with me. I really do. I find tt i'm not like what i'm used to be. I guess i used to be more cheerful, i used to laugh more. Yet, recently i tend to frown more? Get angry more easily? Get cranky more easily? Once again..i donnoe.
it seems like there are jus so many uncertainties going on with my life right know. I don't even know what i'm feeling! or maybe i'm jus heartless. seems like e rain made me cranky. or i'm jus cranky even wihout e rain. N once again..all this does not make any sense at all. Yup. Not one bit.
even drinking choc banana does not make me happy. what shld i do? i missed e peaceful week i've experienced last week. It was a blessing for me yet it was someone else sorrow. Now, i feel so lost. Both in my own world n the world i'm living in right now. All is so noisy n irritaing. I hate noise. I hate irritaing noise. N i hate noise made by my nephew n niece even more. i would trade for my cable tv and my handphone and all e seoul garden, chomp chomp, kenny rogers or watever trips i wan to make jus to make them leave my hse or my life forever.
hai..i'm whining again. as usual. afterall i'm a human. A wierd one? maybe. ok. time's up for typing so much nonsense. m homework all summoning me. bye all. n now i'm wondering to whom i saying bye to, when e blog is only read by me.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
PHEW!! i finally got e time tp update my blog!! It has been like a week since i update.
anyway much stuff had happened for tt one week. gd n bad. i shall jus start from this mon.
Mon: got back my maths re-test results. haha. expected. it was a pass! yeah! no need to stay back on thurs anymore! YES!!! er..was feeling lucky n happy e whole day. i guess something else happened too. OH! i jus remembered. haha. i got a C for my chem!! yeah!!
Tues: Er..suay..got lao sai. n terrible stomachaches. squeeze e shit out also don wanna come out. pain for first half of e day. then after tt pain went ok. went fot maths remedial, but wasn't paying attention. haha. too tired to listen.
Wed: kena e STAR programme. haha. basically for pple who fail all e 3As for block test. so stay from 3 to 6. then tot can skip CO. so stupid tt day also no CO. SIAN. haha. so after e STAR programme stayed back to discuss bout debate. so tired. tok till 7 plus in sch. i think. can't remember e time. then later walk to CWP to meet e aunties. went walk walk ard to look for sy's mum bdae cake then bought sweets n went home.
Thurs: TODAY!! haha. GO HOME SO FREAKING EARLY AFTER SO LONG!!! HAHA! SCH ENDED AT 3.40!! haha. cos all e pe teachers went to e JC 1 camp then also no need to stay back for maths. hehe. then went to np with auntie ng to look for ed's gift. haha. jus bought him a card. he seriously lack nthn. haha. n jus now something suay HAPPEN! was helping my mum to fry e fish jus now n when i picked up one fish fritters n wanted to put in on e net to let e oil drain, e fish dropped back into e hot oil! then e oil splashed onto my finger!!! yeah. my right hand e middle finger. so now i'm having a hard time typing. haha. feel so uncomfortable. Oh! my class had a debate with another class today! n we lost. haha. nvm lar. it was quite fun though.
ok anyway tt is all for updates. SIAN! this sat got parents teacher meeting n my dad will need to go. cos i fail. ahha. lucky my teacher say he is not so worried abt me cos i work very hard. haha! so he got nthn to complain to my dad. haha! jus go listen to e vice-principal tok. haha. she quite nice lar.i like my vice-principal. got 2 n i like both of them.
anyway much stuff had happened for tt one week. gd n bad. i shall jus start from this mon.
Mon: got back my maths re-test results. haha. expected. it was a pass! yeah! no need to stay back on thurs anymore! YES!!! er..was feeling lucky n happy e whole day. i guess something else happened too. OH! i jus remembered. haha. i got a C for my chem!! yeah!!
Tues: Er..suay..got lao sai. n terrible stomachaches. squeeze e shit out also don wanna come out. pain for first half of e day. then after tt pain went ok. went fot maths remedial, but wasn't paying attention. haha. too tired to listen.
Wed: kena e STAR programme. haha. basically for pple who fail all e 3As for block test. so stay from 3 to 6. then tot can skip CO. so stupid tt day also no CO. SIAN. haha. so after e STAR programme stayed back to discuss bout debate. so tired. tok till 7 plus in sch. i think. can't remember e time. then later walk to CWP to meet e aunties. went walk walk ard to look for sy's mum bdae cake then bought sweets n went home.
Thurs: TODAY!! haha. GO HOME SO FREAKING EARLY AFTER SO LONG!!! HAHA! SCH ENDED AT 3.40!! haha. cos all e pe teachers went to e JC 1 camp then also no need to stay back for maths. hehe. then went to np with auntie ng to look for ed's gift. haha. jus bought him a card. he seriously lack nthn. haha. n jus now something suay HAPPEN! was helping my mum to fry e fish jus now n when i picked up one fish fritters n wanted to put in on e net to let e oil drain, e fish dropped back into e hot oil! then e oil splashed onto my finger!!! yeah. my right hand e middle finger. so now i'm having a hard time typing. haha. feel so uncomfortable. Oh! my class had a debate with another class today! n we lost. haha. nvm lar. it was quite fun though.
ok anyway tt is all for updates. SIAN! this sat got parents teacher meeting n my dad will need to go. cos i fail. ahha. lucky my teacher say he is not so worried abt me cos i work very hard. haha! so he got nthn to complain to my dad. haha! jus go listen to e vice-principal tok. haha. she quite nice lar.i like my vice-principal. got 2 n i like both of them.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
it jus isn't right. i was angry n disappointed. Injustice. That is what my group say n i totally agree with them. I hate it when people say we nv work hard that is why we get such results. Jus because they did not witness the sacrifices we made that does not mean we did not put in any effort. And so, all our late nights, staying late in sch, goin to sch so early to discuss was jus futile effort? Did we really deserved e grades? Where e comments they gave jus some beautiful lies to cover up for e ugly truth? What's worse is that we got e same grades as some freaking slacker tt deserved to fail! We did most of e job n he did nothing! wtf. real pissed. i shan't blog anymore now. if not e whole entry will be filled with vulgarities.
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Saturday, April 08, 2006
*yawn* i'm so bored right now so here i am blogging. n it seems like i usually blog when i really bored n when i've got nothing to do nw hen i don feel like doing anything at all. haha. anyway i shall jus blog abt wat i did today..it will be quite long.
Firstly, i woke up at 10 plus this morn n went to brush my teeth. so after brushing i went to the toilet to shit n then bath. was stuck in the toilet for quite some time. haha. alot of shit. then quickly get dressed n went to aunty ber's hse to study. then i left my hse at 10.30++ to take e bus. i'm sure i will be later. haha. then got a sms from aunty ng asking me where i m now. haha. jsus nice i was on e bus when she msg me. then i reply her. n sat at e seat behing e 4 seater throughout e whole journey. while sitting, i was listening to my mp3 n looking outside e window. n soon i reached aunty ber's hse.
was walking towards her block then call her n inform her tt i've reached. then went up to her hse n watch some tv n tok some crap then go buy brunch. I bought one packet of roasted duck noodles. N I WAS CHEATED! e noodles so little lar! like give ant eat like tt. then went to meet aunty ng n ber at e other cooffeeshop. n we made our way to the bubble tea shop. while thinking of wat drink to buy i've decided to buy another packet of rice. cos i know e roasted duck noodles is not enuf. i pass my bubble tea $$ to the aunties n they help me order n i went to buy chicken rice. so ex lor 2.50. i tot only 2. so met them at e cc there n headed back to auntie ber's hse.
so we were back into her hse n had our lunch while watching final destination. it was my 3rd time watching n e first time for both aunties. haha. auntie ber was very disgusted by e wya they die n bcos of the suspense it makes her very nervous. HAHa. very very very very funny to see her rxn. haha. it was hilarious. haha.
then after lunch we started to take our chem n do. was still watching final destination n something was wrong with the dvd cos we could not see e ending! haha. poor aunty bern can't see e ending where e guy got smashed with the signboard. then after tt we watch some local shows n halfway we off e tv. haha. actually it wa sme. cos really got no shows. then e tv was on again at 3. watched shao nian te gong dui. watch till 4 then it was FMA! but auntie bern was not interested in animes n i've watched it b4 so we've decided to watch final destination 2 this time. haha. n it was even more hilarious! AUNTIE BERN DID NOT EVEN DARE TO SEE HOW E FIRST GUY DIED. HAHA. she buried her whole face into the cushion n papers. haha. n during tt time we had instant noodles. haha. cos all of us were hungry again. haha. so we watched n do our chem again. hha.
then soon e show finished. we have also complete most of our work. so me n auntie ng decide to go home. then e 3 of us then walked ard e pasa malam n buy some snacks to bite. then at e traffic light i saw my bus n auntie ng saw hers. when it e green man turned green, we ran to the bus stop b4 e bus reached e bus stop. haha. then we got onto our own bus n went home.
n this is all for today. nthn much. n i think i eat too much. my stomach ain't feeling quite gd right now. haha.
Firstly, i woke up at 10 plus this morn n went to brush my teeth. so after brushing i went to the toilet to shit n then bath. was stuck in the toilet for quite some time. haha. alot of shit. then quickly get dressed n went to aunty ber's hse to study. then i left my hse at 10.30++ to take e bus. i'm sure i will be later. haha. then got a sms from aunty ng asking me where i m now. haha. jsus nice i was on e bus when she msg me. then i reply her. n sat at e seat behing e 4 seater throughout e whole journey. while sitting, i was listening to my mp3 n looking outside e window. n soon i reached aunty ber's hse.
was walking towards her block then call her n inform her tt i've reached. then went up to her hse n watch some tv n tok some crap then go buy brunch. I bought one packet of roasted duck noodles. N I WAS CHEATED! e noodles so little lar! like give ant eat like tt. then went to meet aunty ng n ber at e other cooffeeshop. n we made our way to the bubble tea shop. while thinking of wat drink to buy i've decided to buy another packet of rice. cos i know e roasted duck noodles is not enuf. i pass my bubble tea $$ to the aunties n they help me order n i went to buy chicken rice. so ex lor 2.50. i tot only 2. so met them at e cc there n headed back to auntie ber's hse.
so we were back into her hse n had our lunch while watching final destination. it was my 3rd time watching n e first time for both aunties. haha. auntie ber was very disgusted by e wya they die n bcos of the suspense it makes her very nervous. HAHa. very very very very funny to see her rxn. haha. it was hilarious. haha.
then after lunch we started to take our chem n do. was still watching final destination n something was wrong with the dvd cos we could not see e ending! haha. poor aunty bern can't see e ending where e guy got smashed with the signboard. then after tt we watch some local shows n halfway we off e tv. haha. actually it wa sme. cos really got no shows. then e tv was on again at 3. watched shao nian te gong dui. watch till 4 then it was FMA! but auntie bern was not interested in animes n i've watched it b4 so we've decided to watch final destination 2 this time. haha. n it was even more hilarious! AUNTIE BERN DID NOT EVEN DARE TO SEE HOW E FIRST GUY DIED. HAHA. she buried her whole face into the cushion n papers. haha. n during tt time we had instant noodles. haha. cos all of us were hungry again. haha. so we watched n do our chem again. hha.
then soon e show finished. we have also complete most of our work. so me n auntie ng decide to go home. then e 3 of us then walked ard e pasa malam n buy some snacks to bite. then at e traffic light i saw my bus n auntie ng saw hers. when it e green man turned green, we ran to the bus stop b4 e bus reached e bus stop. haha. then we got onto our own bus n went home.
n this is all for today. nthn much. n i think i eat too much. my stomach ain't feeling quite gd right now. haha.
Friday, April 07, 2006
While i was bathing just now, i was thinking of what i should type for my entry today. My usual complains or info about my daily sch life or something philosophical. But nothing seems to come into my brain. Neither of both. I don wish to complain or write about my daily life cos it is jus soooooooo boring and i also couls not think of any philosophical for me to write. And i guess even if i manage to, i would most prob write until very lousy. haha.
So i guess today's post will be jus yet another random post. Posting for the sake and urge to post n blog. I think i'm most probably addicted to blogging. Is this good or bad?
Anyway i'm jus glad this week has finally ended and the weekends are jus tml. Going to aunty ber's hse to study chem tml. Hope everything will be fine so we can go swim n get tanned! then go study. haha. Sounds fun or i imagine it to be fun. n i've jus run out of things to say.
Maybe this will be e last paragraph, cos i've realised that my whole entry jus doesn't make any sense and link at all. All are jus so random. tt's all folks. Yet another random post.
So i guess today's post will be jus yet another random post. Posting for the sake and urge to post n blog. I think i'm most probably addicted to blogging. Is this good or bad?
Anyway i'm jus glad this week has finally ended and the weekends are jus tml. Going to aunty ber's hse to study chem tml. Hope everything will be fine so we can go swim n get tanned! then go study. haha. Sounds fun or i imagine it to be fun. n i've jus run out of things to say.
Maybe this will be e last paragraph, cos i've realised that my whole entry jus doesn't make any sense and link at all. All are jus so random. tt's all folks. Yet another random post.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
The day i've dreaded e most has finally past!YES! today was e day i dread e most. Had a bad start but luckily it ended smoothly n nicely.
n i think i'm making everything into a problem. or maybe i shld say i'm creating unnecessary problems for myself to worry. extrememly dumb of me.
N it was due to this problems i created for ymself that cause me to have a bad start. Almost PMS luckily i try to control. If not i think i wld have jus vomit out nasty remarks.
Harry even asked me why i feel so restless lately. Even me myself have no idea. haha. But it all seems to start after NAPFA. weird. very weird. I also have no idea y. Maybe i lost e motivation? yar, maybe tt is e ans. Shld find all my study mood back.
Anyway as usual, after maths, we jus went crazy. haha. start to poke each other ard. Me n jeanette even scream " MOKANEH!" under e blocks. i guess we might have scared some residents. haha. N we jus kept laughing n poking n walking n laughing n toking n poking n we took a pic of Jia Wei tokin to yiting. haha. some hidden secret. haha.
then we board e train. But not all were there. Only got me, faezah, yr, yt, long na, puden n puden's fren weilin. then we stood in a circle n tok crap. Mostly is puden n his cold jokes. haha. then me n long na alight. n i kena POKED! haha. n bumped into a malay lady while escaping n jumping ard. haha. she was quite pissed off n i keep apologising, while e rest kept laughing. haha. so malu. but is was fun!
n so i reached home n blog. n so u are reading my blog. n i got to go do maths. ok hopt i did not bore u n even if i do, i don really care. haha. tooooo badddd
n i think i'm making everything into a problem. or maybe i shld say i'm creating unnecessary problems for myself to worry. extrememly dumb of me.
N it was due to this problems i created for ymself that cause me to have a bad start. Almost PMS luckily i try to control. If not i think i wld have jus vomit out nasty remarks.
Harry even asked me why i feel so restless lately. Even me myself have no idea. haha. But it all seems to start after NAPFA. weird. very weird. I also have no idea y. Maybe i lost e motivation? yar, maybe tt is e ans. Shld find all my study mood back.
Anyway as usual, after maths, we jus went crazy. haha. start to poke each other ard. Me n jeanette even scream " MOKANEH!" under e blocks. i guess we might have scared some residents. haha. N we jus kept laughing n poking n walking n laughing n toking n poking n we took a pic of Jia Wei tokin to yiting. haha. some hidden secret. haha.
then we board e train. But not all were there. Only got me, faezah, yr, yt, long na, puden n puden's fren weilin. then we stood in a circle n tok crap. Mostly is puden n his cold jokes. haha. then me n long na alight. n i kena POKED! haha. n bumped into a malay lady while escaping n jumping ard. haha. she was quite pissed off n i keep apologising, while e rest kept laughing. haha. so malu. but is was fun!
n so i reached home n blog. n so u are reading my blog. n i got to go do maths. ok hopt i did not bore u n even if i do, i don really care. haha. tooooo badddd
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
FINALLY!! been waitong for this stupid page to appear so i can blog. haha. i'm jus soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. horrible horrible. both physically n mentally.
donnoe y...but i jus feel sooooooooo tired. partly due to napfa. N YES!! I PASS MY NAPFA WITH A GOLD!!!!! i'm sooooooooooooo happy. but after napfa, my body ache all over! beat some of my so-called personal best. haha. 2.4 timing was 11.12. faster by my personal best by 3 seconds. n my sit n reach! use to stretch very well, but now e bones n muscles n tendons n watever..all rusty n tough n old liao so can only stretch to 45. haha. next is standing broad jump!!!!! I JUMPED OVER 230!! haha. this is consider an achievment for me!! for a shorty like me who can't really jump for nuts. haha.
ok moving on is mentally, donnoe y this past few days no mood to study. NO MOTIVATION AT ALL. been so stressed up over maths. as usual. haha. tt horrible gtg is going to banned us from going to our cca if we fail our re-test. i don really blame him but then if he banned us, it means we will lose our cca points as well! wat a shitty thing lor. i rather he ask me go take term break lar. which is more logical lor. anyway i'm not going to have my re-test tml. cos i haven really study for it n i'm sure i will fail so i'm not so stupid to go take n fail n get banned from cca n lose all my cca points. haha.
n even though i don wanna get banned from my cca, tt doesn't mean i like my cca anyway. ahha. it has really been a waste of time for the past few weeks. but it is not such a waste of time when instructor Shi comes. only when e cockroach comes..everyone slack. wasted our youth. haha. n CO is getting more n more boring. i'm shutting myself from my juniors. no idea y but i'm jus not interested to know them. ahha.
n i wanna fall sick!! this sound sick! haha. i can feel tt my body is sort of half-sick. n i hope it will get sick soon! so if i fall sick (hopefully by tonight n till tml) i won have to go to sch. so i can skip maths retest n my chem quiz too, horrible horrible chem. haha. n i'm so happy to get drenched from e rain. i'm crazy. yar..I'M CRAZY! haha.
ok i shall stop here n go drive myself even more crazy by doing my maths n chem homework!!
P.S I LOVE GP N BIO! N I MEAN IT!
donnoe y...but i jus feel sooooooooo tired. partly due to napfa. N YES!! I PASS MY NAPFA WITH A GOLD!!!!! i'm sooooooooooooo happy. but after napfa, my body ache all over! beat some of my so-called personal best. haha. 2.4 timing was 11.12. faster by my personal best by 3 seconds. n my sit n reach! use to stretch very well, but now e bones n muscles n tendons n watever..all rusty n tough n old liao so can only stretch to 45. haha. next is standing broad jump!!!!! I JUMPED OVER 230!! haha. this is consider an achievment for me!! for a shorty like me who can't really jump for nuts. haha.
ok moving on is mentally, donnoe y this past few days no mood to study. NO MOTIVATION AT ALL. been so stressed up over maths. as usual. haha. tt horrible gtg is going to banned us from going to our cca if we fail our re-test. i don really blame him but then if he banned us, it means we will lose our cca points as well! wat a shitty thing lor. i rather he ask me go take term break lar. which is more logical lor. anyway i'm not going to have my re-test tml. cos i haven really study for it n i'm sure i will fail so i'm not so stupid to go take n fail n get banned from cca n lose all my cca points. haha.
n even though i don wanna get banned from my cca, tt doesn't mean i like my cca anyway. ahha. it has really been a waste of time for the past few weeks. but it is not such a waste of time when instructor Shi comes. only when e cockroach comes..everyone slack. wasted our youth. haha. n CO is getting more n more boring. i'm shutting myself from my juniors. no idea y but i'm jus not interested to know them. ahha.
n i wanna fall sick!! this sound sick! haha. i can feel tt my body is sort of half-sick. n i hope it will get sick soon! so if i fall sick (hopefully by tonight n till tml) i won have to go to sch. so i can skip maths retest n my chem quiz too, horrible horrible chem. haha. n i'm so happy to get drenched from e rain. i'm crazy. yar..I'M CRAZY! haha.
ok i shall stop here n go drive myself even more crazy by doing my maths n chem homework!!
P.S I LOVE GP N BIO! N I MEAN IT!
Monday, April 03, 2006
today is jus a normal day. nthn special happen. e random thoughts are gone for now so i've got nthn much to say. haha. unless they pop out n giveme some interesting stuff to blabber abt.
oh. jus tot of one. haha. n it goes..IF ONLY..
yeah. so i'll state 10 things i desire e most currently with IF ONLY..(order is not of significance)
1) IF ONLY, i am rich i would buy all e clothes i spotted in different shops.
2) IF ONLY, i'm smart n score As for all my subject.
3) IF ONLY, i'm 1.8m tall...haha.
4) IF ONLY, i'm NOT SO SKINNY
5) IF ONLY, MY NEPHEW N NEICE N COUSIN DON COME TO MY HSE!!
6) IF ONLY, i'm sensible enough
7) IF ONLY, i'm hardworking enough
8) IF ONLY, i'm disciplin enough to sit down and study n not waste time doing this entry.
9) IF ONLY, i got all e solutions to all problems. haha. impossible
10) IF ONLY, my CT isn't GTG. horrible bastard n jerk at times.
ok tt is all. haha. u might wan to give it a try to!
oh. jus tot of one. haha. n it goes..IF ONLY..
yeah. so i'll state 10 things i desire e most currently with IF ONLY..(order is not of significance)
1) IF ONLY, i am rich i would buy all e clothes i spotted in different shops.
2) IF ONLY, i'm smart n score As for all my subject.
3) IF ONLY, i'm 1.8m tall...haha.
4) IF ONLY, i'm NOT SO SKINNY
5) IF ONLY, MY NEPHEW N NEICE N COUSIN DON COME TO MY HSE!!
6) IF ONLY, i'm sensible enough
7) IF ONLY, i'm hardworking enough
8) IF ONLY, i'm disciplin enough to sit down and study n not waste time doing this entry.
9) IF ONLY, i got all e solutions to all problems. haha. impossible
10) IF ONLY, my CT isn't GTG. horrible bastard n jerk at times.
ok tt is all. haha. u might wan to give it a try to!
Sunday, April 02, 2006
See..i'm so bored n i don feel like doing my hwmk. so i'm doing all this weird test. haha. they are pretty fun for a rainy n boring Sun.
ok i shld really stop now. have done outrageously many of the quizzes. aha. some are stupid while most are fun. haha.
| You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
| You Were a Zebra |
 You tend to see life in black and white - clearly without filters. You enjoy being part of a group while maintaining your individuality. |
| You Are Sunshine |
 Soothing and calm You are often held up by others as the ideal But too much of you, and they'll get burned You are best known for: your warmth Your dominant state: connecting |
| You Are 36% Abnormal |
 You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at low risk for having a borderline personality. It is unlikely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
| You Are 28% Evil |
 A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. |
| You Are The Godfather Ice Cream |
 Someone crosses you, and they'll end up with a scoop of this in their bed |
| Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" |
 A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love |
| Your Superhero Profile |
 Your Superhero Name is The Onyx Singer Your Superpower is Psychic Your Weakness is Water Your Weapon is Your Rusty Launcher Your Mode of Transportation is Seahorse |
| In a Past Life... |
 You Were: A Lazy Viking. Where You Lived: New Guinea. How You Died: Dysentery. |
| You Are Homer Simpson |
 You're just an ordinary, all-American working Joe... With a special fondness for pork rinds and donuts. You will be remembered for: your little "isms" and philosophies on life Your life philosophy: "Weaseling out of things is important to learn. It's what separates us from the animals ... except the weasel." |
| The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic |
 Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few. But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky. Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski |
| Slow and Steady |
 Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. |
| What Your Sleeping Position Says |
You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. |
| What Your Underwear Says About You |
 You tend to buy new underwear instead of doing laundry. You are childlike (or childish), and prone to run around in your underwear. |
| Your Power Color Is Gold |
 At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?" |
| Your Animal Personality |
 Your Power Animal: Deer Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker. While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational. |
| Your Mood Ring is Red |
 Energized Adventurous Ready to go |
| Snickers |
 Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy. |
| Your Inner Child Is Angry |
 You're not an angry person. But when you don't get your way, watch out. Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want. Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming. |
| Your Luck Quotient: 51% |
 You have an average luck quotient. There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky. You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it. So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect. |
| You Are 56% Happy |
 You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments. You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed. |
| You Are a Prophet Soul |
 You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul |
| You Are Rudolph |
 Sweet and shy, you tend to be happiest when you're making someone else happy. Why You're Naughty: You sometimes stick that nose where it doesn't belong Why You're Nice: Christmas would be a sad affair without you! |
| Your IQ Is 90 |
 Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Below Average |
| Your Inner Blood Type is Type B |
 You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day. Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable. And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success. You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible. You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and |
| Your Heart Is Orange |
 Love equals unbridled happiness for you. You enjoy the wild ride of falling in love. And while the ride is fun for a while, you always get off once the thrill is gone. Your flirting style: Hyper Your lucky first date: Anything you need your passport for! Your dream lover: Is both daring and well grounded What you bring to relationships: Energy |
| Your Birth Month is December |
 You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe. Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity. Your soul reflects: Celebration, success, and wealth Your gemstone: Blue Topaz Your flower: Narcissus Your colors: Indigo, green, and blue-green |
| Your Birthdate: December 27 |
 You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything. You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life. Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal. You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return. Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge Your power color: Cobalt blue Your power symbol: Dove Your power month: September |
| Your Japanese Name Is... |
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ok i shld really stop now. have done outrageously many of the quizzes. aha. some are stupid while most are fun. haha.
| You Are 12 Years Old |
 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Woke up at 9.20 today to accompany my sis to SMU for her interview. She was feeling all flustered n panicky for e interview, wondering what they will ask n stuff. haha. I was rather curious abt the building and as well as what they will ask. haha.
so we reached n she went to get some procedures done. n I saw pretty gals! haha. They are many pretty gals over at smu. haha. was waiting for my sis at e so call foyer(?) n I took my hmwk out. pple walking past me were staring at me like I'm some freak. I was feeling quite embarrassed and all the uni pple went out of smu n when they came back, they got food in their hands!! At that point of time, i was HUNGRY! famished! starving! haha. so i decided to take a walk n see where did they go n buy their food. so i walk..n i foudn 7-11! haha. then saw some dim-sum shop. like a mini restaurant. n i went to their basement level n saw another 7-11. A bigger one. n a watson n kopitiam. so i bought some food for myself. haha. then i went back n sat at e table n wiated for my sis. waited for a total of 2hrs! then she came out.
so we took the train but i wasn't going home. haha. went to aunty ber's hse to study instead. n sis went home. so met up with aunty bern n sy n bought bubble tea n winter melon. so on e war to aunty ber's hse heard someone calling my name n it was vimal. haha. then e 3 of us had kfc for lunch n watch abit of da chang jin in korean n soon it was studying time. n while we were studying or actally doing maths we played Underworld 2. n we finally know y some movies are M18. haha. then followed by giesha. Both aunties were really doign their work, but i was quite stuck with the tv. haha. but still i did most of my work. haha.
n so after tt we me n aunty sy went home. n now i'm blogging! haha.
oh. n we are really goint o motivate each other like what auntie bern says. hor auntie bern! n everyday now seems so fixed. i feel like as if i'm a robot! yes!! a robot!! what is worse is tt i'm supose to do a time table planning for my CT to see! but he made us do tt as he wan us to do well in our 'A's can't blame him much too. if we are producing results he also won have to resort to tt. hai..but i can't imagine having a robot's life. haha. at least i got e weekends to play for a while. haha. n now i wan to watch movie!! n but shirt!! haha. but i think i need pants instead of shirt. yeah let me spot nice pants!
ok i got nthn else to say liao. bb
so we reached n she went to get some procedures done. n I saw pretty gals! haha. They are many pretty gals over at smu. haha. was waiting for my sis at e so call foyer(?) n I took my hmwk out. pple walking past me were staring at me like I'm some freak. I was feeling quite embarrassed and all the uni pple went out of smu n when they came back, they got food in their hands!! At that point of time, i was HUNGRY! famished! starving! haha. so i decided to take a walk n see where did they go n buy their food. so i walk..n i foudn 7-11! haha. then saw some dim-sum shop. like a mini restaurant. n i went to their basement level n saw another 7-11. A bigger one. n a watson n kopitiam. so i bought some food for myself. haha. then i went back n sat at e table n wiated for my sis. waited for a total of 2hrs! then she came out.
so we took the train but i wasn't going home. haha. went to aunty ber's hse to study instead. n sis went home. so met up with aunty bern n sy n bought bubble tea n winter melon. so on e war to aunty ber's hse heard someone calling my name n it was vimal. haha. then e 3 of us had kfc for lunch n watch abit of da chang jin in korean n soon it was studying time. n while we were studying or actally doing maths we played Underworld 2. n we finally know y some movies are M18. haha. then followed by giesha. Both aunties were really doign their work, but i was quite stuck with the tv. haha. but still i did most of my work. haha.
n so after tt we me n aunty sy went home. n now i'm blogging! haha.
oh. n we are really goint o motivate each other like what auntie bern says. hor auntie bern! n everyday now seems so fixed. i feel like as if i'm a robot! yes!! a robot!! what is worse is tt i'm supose to do a time table planning for my CT to see! but he made us do tt as he wan us to do well in our 'A's can't blame him much too. if we are producing results he also won have to resort to tt. hai..but i can't imagine having a robot's life. haha. at least i got e weekends to play for a while. haha. n now i wan to watch movie!! n but shirt!! haha. but i think i need pants instead of shirt. yeah let me spot nice pants!
ok i got nthn else to say liao. bb
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