Sometimes i jus envy or maybe get a little jealous at pple who are of my age to be allowed so much fun and they can go home in e wee hours n they won get scolded. Sometimes it does sounds fun. N i really wanna experience it myself. It's unfair tt i can't try to have such fun cos of the obligations and responsibilities i have to fulfill or to follow. They aren't mine in the first place. Just because of someone's selfishness i feel breathless, trapped and stuck. Sometimes i jus wan to break free n run away. Even if i get to enjoy for jus 1 day, i won mind. i really won't.