Woot finally found e time to update. But it seems that i've actually have no idea on what to blog abt. Anyway next week will be a busy week. haha. N i'm so angry cos i cldn't get e shirt i wanted! BOO! yes..i think i need to get a new belt, wallet, shirt, maybe a few other pants n new smell! haha. N all tt cost money. n i'm currently broke n i'm still over-spending on food!!



some how it seems tt going into main body is making me even poorer. AHHA. spending even more than i shld. Well, running out of words n ideas for this entry. Ohh..n i did something sinful this week. HAHA. i sort of betrayed my sis, but in a gd way. Or at least i think it is gd. hahaha. Anyway i guess she wldn't know. haha. I'll post more next time!

Still wondering if i'm really e most suitable candidate for the job. Well, this also means i've no confidence in myself n i myself am doubting if i can meet up to such high expectations and doubting my own capabilities. IF pple trust me and acknowledge my effort and hard work and that is why they gave me e current job i shld be sure of myself as well right?



Hai..i'm still searching for proper answers to assure myself. Everyday seems so challenging.



Anyway was suppose to visit the bank today but i didn't. BOO! has pushed my plan even further. Was jus thinking a moment ago why my family is just so diff from the other families ard. So many examples to cite but i think i shldn't. Who knows it might jus make me resent my family, which is a bad thing. haha. but i guess i wouldn't want to do that. I think i sort of understand what sis is saying now. I feel the pain she is feeling. But what to do? The only answer or explanation i was given is time. Yes, TIME.

Finally!! i'm updating my blog after sooooooooo long. YES!!! 2 more weeks n my training course gonna end!! YES!! they cut it short due to manpower problem. hahahha. This coming week is going to be a very hectic n tough week. N i'm dreading it. haha.



N!! i'm spending sooooo much this month also!! been to party world n k-box to sing n destress!! haha. so shoik!! then went to buy a pair of jeans from bod.bodynits at only $42!! all their bottoms only $42, cos they having sales. n e price of e jeans was originally $83.90. haha. so i paid only 1/2 price! so shoik to spend $$. haha. Which means i'm also broke. But tt didn't stop me from watching HAIRSPRAY today! the show is damn gd! very nice. Worth e $$. haha.



Can't wait for this week to be over. Everything shld be easier by then i guess. 15 Sept. I'm looking forward for this day!