hoho..another update.



Yest was fun. really.



Went to sakura international buffet at orchard. Seriously..it wasn't worth the money. The food was rather horrible. It was kinda disappointing. haha. Left some feedbacks for them. Guess they gonna hate me. WAHAHA.



After lunch went to meet meng fei, leon n shawn! Whaha..went to watch movie n shopping. Leon bought a $138 buffaloo jeans!!! N i tried on one..i think the price is from $188 to $208. WAHHAA..so tempting..n it is sooooooo ex. Leon told me to save up n get it. HWHAHA. their jeans super comfy. hmmm..maybe get it in june?? or july??



Was supposed to look for shirt b4 i leave for taiwan..but somehow i didn't buy anything and leon ended up spending more than me. WHAHHA.



N more issues coming up. Or i shld say i foresee more issues. lalala..but no worries, I'll deal with it as it comes. WAHAHA.



I feel quite free and happy now. AHAH. kinda missed the feeling. Esp since the thai incident. HORRIBLE!! Make me mood swing like nobody's business. It affected alot of pple. Hope everyone is ok now. WHHAHA.

haha. jus got this sudden urge to blog again.



i m sad. or i think i am. yes, i'm postive i m sad.



for tonnes of reason. n some i don't even know.



going tp have supper tonight with ah lee. but redbull is tagging along. not really looking forward for it.



last thing i need is for tml to cock up. which i got e feeling tt it might. oh..boo!



still i'm looking forward for tml! buffet, movie, shopping n great companion from noon till night. nothing to complain abt.



*note: it's morning i'm afraid. well..it's custom isn't it n i shldn't run away from it. sometimes i jus hate traditions n custom. It pulls u down n make u sacrifice for things u wldn't wan to.

oh no. jus what is exactly going on within me right now? hai..so messy right now. Everything is like a whirlpool. It is too intense for me to go reason it out within myself.



ARRGGH!!! This is not right!! Maybe there is too much envy. How i hate it n love it. Everything seems so wrong yet right.



I cannot allow e same thing to happen to me. To prevent it from happening, i must control it.



If only i could say this " Dear Lord, pls give me strength."

A super super gd emo song.



DAMIEN RICE - Cheers Darlin



Cheers darlin'

Here's to you and your lover boy

Cheers darlin'

I got years to wait around for you

Cheers darlin'

I've got your wedding bells in my ear

Cheers darlin'

You give me three cigarettes to smoke my tears away



And I die when you mention his name

And I lied, I should have kissed you

When we were running the reins



What am I darlin'?

A whisper in your ear?

A piece of your cake?

What am I, darlin?

The boy you can fear?

Or your biggest mistake?



Cheers darlin'

Here's to you and your lover man

Cheers darlin'

I just hang around and eat from a can

Cheers darlin'

I got a ribbon of green on my guitar

Cheers darlin'

I got a beauty queen

To sit not very far from here



I die when he comes around

To take you home

I'm too shy

I should have kissed you when we were alone



What am I darlin'?

A whisper in your ear?

A piece of your cake?

What am I, darlin?

The boy you can fear?

Or your biggest mistake?



Oh what am I? What am I darlin'?

I got years to wait...