Alright..time does wonders and so does the brain. Even leaving the house for a short while improved my mood. Left house in in the afternoon to get old man's mp3 from his wife. Then went for my notebook and pen hunting. Felt very happy when i bought a pilot black pen (: whhaha. The one that i was wanted.

Later in the evening went for a slow run.Wanted to do only 10km but since i was at the park connector pushed myself a little to 11.2. It was very very tiring especially since it has been some time since i've ran but i felt good. Really good.

Like i've said even the brain does wonders. Releasing endorphins and making me happy and doing some psycho-ing to myself. "I'm not going to let history repeats itself. I'm different and so i will handle it differently. I'll learned from the mistakes of others and i can do it." Such a simple phrase, but it does so much wonder. I will prevail! I will rise above!

guess it is just one of those days where my mood gets the better of me. it is also one of those days where i just post multiple posts and keeps on ranting and ranting away.

hai..n i will just keep on wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering and thinking and wondering

until the day ends or somewhere sometime during the day when i realized it was nothing at all.



it is really really misleading. those things you do.and i keep on thinking will it even be possible? or i guess i'm just dreaming??

ok..went blog hopping n found out that i was tagged by sokyin to do a quiz? haha.so here it goes..

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog ___________________________________________________________________

Starting time: 10.10am
Name: Sijie
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 0
Shoe size: 8-9
Height: 167cm
Where do you live: Yishun
Favourite drinks: Ice Lemon Tea
Favourite breakfast: Loads..


Have you ever

Been on a plane: yes
Swam in the ocean: no
Fallen asleep at school: yes
Broken someone's heart: yes
Fell off your chair: yes
Waited for someone to call: yes
Saved emails: yes
What is your room like: Half Messy, Half Organized
What's right beside you: my study table
What is the last thing you ate: last night's dinner? rice with soup.


Ever had

Chicken pox: no
Sore throat: yes
Stitches: no
Broken nose: no


Do you

Believe in love at first sight: sometimes
Like picnics: yes


Who was/were the last person

You danced with: i'm not sure..might be zk. haha
Last made you smile: leon
You last yelled at: can't remember


Today did you

Talk to someone you like: not yet
Kissed anyone: no
Get Sick: er..i'm kind of sick. haha
Talk to an ex: no
Miss someone: yes
Eat: no..
Best feeling in the world: when u worry so much for someone and at the end of e day you know they are fine and doing gd and smiling back at you. tt i wld say is the best feeling for me.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no
What's under your bed: the floor
Who do you really hate: haha..i've got a garden filled with vegetables and animals n they're named after the people i dislike. haha.
What time is it now: 1016am


Random

Is there a person who is on your mind now: yes
Do you have any siblings: yes
Do you want children: i don't know
Do you smile often: yes i think..but ah pek recently told me i seem to laugh out loud less often now.
Do you like your hand-writing: sometimes
Are your toe nails painted: definitely a no.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my sis
What color shirt are you wearing now: green
What were you doing at 7.00 p.m. yesterday: at bugis with zk
When did you cry last: erm..sec 3 i think..
Are you a friendly person: hahaha..depends i guess.
Do you have any pets?: no
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: hmmmm...
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: no
Do you sleep with the TV on: no
What are you doing right now: this quiz n surfing e net
Have you ever crawled through a window: yes
Can you handle the truth: yes
Are you too forgiving: er..i don't know..maybe?
Are you closer to your mother or father?: mother
Who was the last person you cried in front of: sy
How many people can you say you've really loved: 7
Do you eat healthy: sometimes
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: yes
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: yes
IF you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: leon, sy, ber
Are you confident: 70%


5 things I was doing 10 years ago

1. watching tv
2. homework
3. crying in sch
4. playing around in sch
5. taking the sch bus home


5 things on my to-do list today

1. collect old man's mp3 from his wife
2. buy some stuff
3. run
4. watch some movies
5. make some calls to confirm tml's dinner


5 snacks I enjoy

1. chocs! (cadbury, rittesport, meiji...loadsss)
2. ruffles cheddar cheese or cheddae cheese with onions!
3. peanuts
4. sweet chilli taipoica snack
5. cookies


5 things I would do if I were a billionaire

1. buy a nice big house and live in it
2. give my parents some share of the money
3. shopping
4. Travel ard the world with my frens
5. i can spend more on food!


5 of my bad points

1. perfectionist
2. lazy
3. soft hearted
4. evil bastard
5. emo

5 people i tag

1. bernice
2. kat
3. yong tah
4. whoever reads this
5. whoever reads this

hai..things are not supposed to turn out like tt! i'm so confused and sad. this is so misleading.just what exactly is going on? i miss e simple past. where everything is so simple.