Alright..in the end i still went to run. haha. But this time not alone. I ran with ah lee! I was pondering whether i should run or not, but ah lee made the decision for me by asking me out to run. (:



So i ran 6km and he ran abt 5km. haha. Lucky my legs didn't hurt and my pace was much slower than the Saturday. But it was a gd run. haha. I enjoyed it alot.



Hmmm..having mixed feelings now. Doesn't really wanna go back camp cos i fear for what might happened next. Hope nothing bad will happen. pzzzt. But at e same time i find comfort in my friends whom i know will be there to support me in case any bad stuff do happen. ahha. Ok all these sounds kind of scary.



I realise everytime i go out..i get even more broke. Which is bad. And pay isn't coming in until the 10th. Wonder how i'm going to survive with jus 80 plus on 2 gatherings. hur hur hur..quote aunty ng " eat bread and drink mineral water" N " u haven't been this broke since sec sch days" HAHA! n i told her i feel young being broke. HAHAHA. Well, she thinks i'm half-crazy already.



YES! One piece of gd news though, govt is giving us 100 bonus! (: How i love the govt. Always so timely. Jus when i needed e money most. haha. n IRONMAN n BATMAN is showing soon! So going to catch it! WEEEEE..



Ok. time to go now. Shall update when i'm back. If i get to that is.

weeeeeee...very high in the morning liao. whahahha



I'm super lazy today! Was suppose to go run in e morning, but i didn't. Cos i woke up at 5 in the morning. I'm not that crazy to go run so early. So i force myself back to sleep and end up waking at 10 plus.



Today is book-in day as well. hur hur hur...not looking forward for it actually. Kinda funny in a way. Use to love to go back camps b4 all the overseas trip, but now i jus dread going back camp. HAHA. Well, at least i still have my buddies to accompany me. haha.



hohoho..n i'm super broke. pzzzt. yes yes..no $$$. kinda nice feeling. Somehow. N something embarrassing happened to me yest and i've got to treat shawn n leon drinks. ROAR..all thx to the stupid bet. haha. but well it is ok. HAHA. i'm happy treating them. HAHA. like seeing 2 little kids getting candies form the candy store. HAHA.



Lately, mum n dad has been a little weird. haha. Apparently my overseas phone bill hit 160++ and they didn't chide me! In fact there were rather calm n seem to be ok with it. HAHA. Also, i showed my parents the rest of the money that ididn't spent both of them ask me why i didn't spend it all. I was SHOCK! Seriously. They complain abt my spending in Thailand so i cut down in Taiwan and now they ask me why i didn't spens it all. HAHA.



Not only that, my father ask me to change back the NT to Sing dollar n ask me to keep it and spend it. hahaa. wat a right timing! When i'm broke. But well i told mum it was suppose to be for the phone bills. haha. I'll see how things go...heheh..cos i already spent abt $20 of it already. HEHEHEHE.



WEEe..n yest bought an album with dasen. Both of us shared the album THE BEATLES! haha. Few days back i also bought QUEEN greatest hits collection 1,2 n 3 for the price of $30!! WOOT!! super happy (: haha.



ok..think i better go now. weeee..eating my brunch. haha. so i won spend so much later also. HAHAA.

Ok, friendster lied to me.



You will wake up with a lot of high energy coursing through your body this morning, which will go a long way toward fueling some high productivity! This is a great day to tackle that project you've been putting off for so long -- cleaning the garage, organizing your office, balancing your checkbook, cleaning out the refrigerator. The things that you were dreading will suddenly be enjoyable for you, today, so make the most of it. Dig in. You'll enjoy a great sense of accomplishment.



This is taken from e horoscope section. haha. let me see how it actually work so far for me.



This morning i did woke up with a lot of high energy, but is PAINFUL engery. Went to the toilet to ls AGAIN. HAHAH.



After ls, i've decided to go for a run, n e run was quite terrible. My shin hurts like hell n my stamina has dropped. It was a gd run at all and it wasn't very productive. Cos now i feel nothing.



But one thing gd abt the run was that it made me feel better. Cos i was feeling quite moody before and during the run. Now i feel much better. hhaha.

WEE!!! 2nd update for the day. haha.



YES!! I MANAGE TO FIND BACK MY GOD OF WAR!!! HURRAY!!!!! whaha..so dumb of me. i actually did save it, but it was in some other folder. weee..



So now i have both crisis core and god of war in my psp. WOOTS!! They're going to accompany me in taiwan. haha. BUT BUT BUT!! i still wan tekken in my psp and also monster hunter. haha. n sooo..i shall go taiwan n get myself another memory card. WEEE..hope it is cheaper. haha.



Flying off tonight liao..n i'm still packing my bag. lalalala..n i think i'll post another entry tonight b4 i fly. hahha. 3 updates in a row!! n don't worry..today is a happy day!! weee..not like e other time. WHAHAHA.



ok..shall go pack my bag first..hahaha

Alright, this shall be a long update before i fly off to taiwan tonight where this blog will be left here collecting dust as usual. haha.





Went out with leon and shawn again yest. haha. My 2 best bastard buddies. Weee..haha.went to town again to shop. In the end spend another $50 at Espirit. WAhaha! Both me and shawn bought a polo tee. While leon went to river island and got himself a tee-shirt.




Yest went from orchard to city hall to suntec to raffles city. hahaa. My legs almost gave up on me, cos i ran abt 6 to 7 km in e morning. hahaha. Saw quite a few friends at town :). Quite happy to see them cos very long nv see them liao. HAHA.




After shopping went home for dinner and something retarded happened. haha. I was stoning in the train listening to songs and when the train stopped at yishun, i didn't alight. I stare at e sign 'Yishun' and watch the door close right in front of my face. 5s later i started to laugh at myself n realized that i didn't alight. SO RETARDED. haha. So in order not to let pple think i'm crazy (cos i was laughing at myself) i took my hp out and started to sms. hahhaa. Luckily, when i reached sembawang the other train arrived. haha. I quickly dashed into the train. hahahaha.



Later at night, karma was brought unto me on my psp. I couldn't put crisis core into my psp and after that i reformat my memory stick without saving my God Of War. SOOOO..last night i was devastated. I couldn't put crisis core AND i lost my God of War. tt is the last thing i need man. Reformat my memory stick twice, restart my com and it still didn't work. ROAR!! BUT!! BUT!! luckily for me, karma only lasted for last night. weeee..cos this morning which is jus now i tried putting crisis core in and it works!!! WEEEE!!! so my memory stick is ok now. wahhaa..or i think it is.



Anyway got a call from zk last night. Saw my phone vibrating and saw his name i didn't feel like picking it up. haha. Told leon over msn he called me..even leon say don pick up. HAHA! Then after that he sms me to ask me to call him. Was quite worried cos i scared zk might commit suicide. WAHHA! So in e end i call him back.I was shaking when i called him..it was tt bad. In e end he asked me about the forecast abt the next few months. Also updated me on the plans where he decide to move in together with dragon. Was quite speechless lar..didn't know quite what to say. hahha.



Wah..then he said something made me feel so guilty. hahaha. This is bad man. lalala. anyway still i hope he stop bothering me with his him n dragon stuff. HAHA. kinda have enough of it liao. Feels like everyone is asking me for details and pressuring me to help him. BUT!! BUT!!! What else can i do? Spoke to him, accompanied him and got black face from him..see liao also sian lor..wahhahaha..but well. i feel that i've did wat i can do and i've did enough. the rest is up to him.



I'm so excited!!! Tonight flying off liao. Whahaha..so fun and exciting. WEEEEE...can't wait for R&R in taiwan! hahaha..shopping..shopping..shopping..eating..eating..free dinner..weeee!!

woohoo!!! today is a weekend!!



Wahah..i'm happy today :) Because i went swimming jus now. HAHA! N last night was a great night. hahaha.



Went to crash nina's course at nus. Forensic studies. Cool huh. Was expecting some gory case studies but last night they didn't have it. Well..still it was fun cos they invited a judge over. E judge is Justice Tay. Very humourous man. Kind of unexpected for a judge. haha. Well we always have this idea or this stereotype that judges are boring and stern and cold. haha. Guess we are all so wrong.



After the lecture went back with huisi's fren who actually happens to be my senior in my sec sch. Saw her b4 in sch but she say she don remember seeing me. HAHA. Well, i guess tt is a gd thing. WHAHHA!



Only know her name when i reached yishun. WHAHHa! kinda dumb i know. hhaha. Well..pretty gals make boy fumble and tumble and go all blank in e mind. HAHA. Smitten by her smile. HAHA. cos she really has a great smile. Or in my point of view. Let's hope i get into NUS FASS!! So she can be my senior! hahaha.

I'm feeling kinda neither here nor there. Not happy or sad. Not angry or calm.



But i'm thinking which part of the story they told me is the truth or which part is e lie. I don't know whose words to believe anymore. Is like A is telling me this and B is telling me e other.



So what am i suppose to do? All i know is that i'm avoiding them both and lying to both of them at e same time. Or i shld say i feed them with false information. HAHA! Bet they're bitching or complaining abt me but i don't really care. At least i'm worth mentioning. WAHHA!



Well, but i do feel kind of guilty for givin them the cold shoulders. Cos if A is not there, B will have no friends left. And technically speaking i shld be his friend. Wahhaha..but even i'm giving him cold shoulders. Then he'll be all alone. N i definitely will feel guilty. So what shld i do? That is why i'm feeling neither here nor there today. Caught in a dilemma.



Why am i always facing such kuku situations. WHY WHY WHY??? haha. gd thing i have great frens ard to support my decisions n listen to me whine..if not i think i most prob go crazy halfway. haha.