I'm feeling kinda neither here nor there. Not happy or sad. Not angry or calm.



But i'm thinking which part of the story they told me is the truth or which part is e lie. I don't know whose words to believe anymore. Is like A is telling me this and B is telling me e other.



So what am i suppose to do? All i know is that i'm avoiding them both and lying to both of them at e same time. Or i shld say i feed them with false information. HAHA! Bet they're bitching or complaining abt me but i don't really care. At least i'm worth mentioning. WAHHA!



Well, but i do feel kind of guilty for givin them the cold shoulders. Cos if A is not there, B will have no friends left. And technically speaking i shld be his friend. Wahhaha..but even i'm giving him cold shoulders. Then he'll be all alone. N i definitely will feel guilty. So what shld i do? That is why i'm feeling neither here nor there today. Caught in a dilemma.



Why am i always facing such kuku situations. WHY WHY WHY??? haha. gd thing i have great frens ard to support my decisions n listen to me whine..if not i think i most prob go crazy halfway. haha.