Teacher's Day is round the corner and tml all the schools would be having their teacher's day celebration. While, everyone of us has our own favourite teachers where we admired them for the hard work they put in and the amount of time they are willing to sacrifice to help us.




During my sec sch days, most of the teachers i've come acrossed or worked with are rather nice. haha. Well, compared to my JC teachers i guess they would naturally be much better.




Ever since i've came to this sucky JC, i've never really like any teachers or admire them like i do in sec sch execpt for a few (like my form teacher).




Many students hate or dislike him bacause of the way he does things. He is much like any other normal teacher that comes into the classroom and impart their knowledge to their students. However, he is slightly different than most teachers i've met in my JC life. You may be stupid or slow in your work, you may not be performing well in your studies but he doesn't scold or jeer at you, telling you that you are stupid or hopeless or ask u to drop your 'A's (like some dumbass). Instead he will stretch out his hand and pull you up. He constantly encourages you, giving you some pressure and yet at e same time assuring you that it is within your abilities to do it. He shares weird yet sometimes valuable lessons and stories with us during lesson time.




He may not be well-liked by the teachers as well in the school because of the unique approach he took. Despite that he has faith in himself and truely believes that we as his students are capable of doing well even though we may be looked down by other teachers. The time he sacrifices, the amount of hardwork and sweat he had put in and the countless motivation and encouraging moments he gave to us were exceptional. No other teacher can be like him.




He may be haughty at times but it was nv too much. I admire him for not giving up on us despite the fact that we might have failed him countless times as his students. Because of us he had to suffer insults or snide comments from other teachers but he nv once gave up on us. Sometimes i wonder where did he get so much strength to carry teaching and motivate us.




As his student, i'm proud to say i have a teacher like him. I guess i'll nv find another teacher like him. even though he won't be reading my blog but i'll still like to wish hm a happy teachers day! he rocks!

Seriously, maybe i'm jus too dumb for 'A' levels. Even though this time it was only a mock paper but still i failed it. Looking at my teacher's expression just made me speechless. Well, his expression wasn't only for me, but for his other classes as well. I don't understand why other people can jus laugh it off. Maybe this time i took it too seriously? Or what was it?




Sometimes i just wonder why had i take e jc path? To me, it seems like it was a terrible mistake. Even though it is too late to even think of it, i can't help myself but to think what would actually happen if i actually took e other path.




Maybe i'm jus another kid tt is going to waste my parents hard-earned money jus to get a cert filled with Fs. Well, maybe to prevent all this from happening, someone can jus kindly shoot me down. Don't worry i'll write a letter explain tt i forced u to shoot me down.




Now, everything jus seem so bleak, so dark, so cold.

The great escape plan operated today was considered a half failure-half success! Wasn't too happy with the outcome. But for now i shall talk abt e success.




Everything was moving smoothly and according to the plan in the morning. Mum and sis left the house at 9 along with my other cousins and aunties and neices (the nicer ones of course. not those monsters at my hse). Dad had to standby for work, so he went to bath. While i woke up, e phone rang. I picked up the phone and it was my nephew. He asked if my dad would bt at home but i told him no, he would be working. Then, he was quite happy when he said the next sentence, but being a mean unvle i crushed his hopes! MUWHAH. he assumed tt i wld be at home, but when i told him i wld be going out, i can hear a tinge of sadness and disappointment. And my heart was filling with joy and slight excitement! haha.





Anyway later in e morn met up with chiying and pass her, her birthday gift. Then had lunch at mac. Went to popular to get some pen. Ah..n i bought a black pen on impulse! BAD ME!!! becos of tt pen i spent $1.90 which i could have saved. STUPID ME! okt then after tt we went to kiddy to look at soft toys and then we headed to the mrt station. She went tot admiralty to have her tuition and i went tot khatib to meet zah to study. Saw a few pri sch fren. Baolong and ahmad zaki. haha. ahmad zaki called me first. he look abit diff. haha cos he kept long hair n he look abit like hagrid. ok i know i'm bad. but he really does. haha. then at ard 6 plus me and zah left mac and went separate ways. haha.





Ok, tt is all for the success. Everything was rather few except for ceratin events tt occur. and so i shall continue to narrate on the failure part.




Earlier on as my cousin knew tt there might be noone at home she decided to come to my hse to collect some stuff. Most prob milk powder and some clothes. Then my dad was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo foolish. HE GAVE THEM AN EXTRA SET OF OUR HSE KEYS! i was like for wat!!!!!!! aiyo! then nvm, if my dad did not had to standby for work he wld have been in msia. n our hse would not have been infested by pests.




Next, even if my dad was at home and he cooked dinner, there was no need for him to call then to come over for dinner. Why worry for them? they are old enuf to have e brain and $$$$ to feed their own child lor. i lnow i'm being mean but hey tt's a fact. Why so troublesome. Stupid pests! ok tt is all. I shall go study for my bio test tml.

Yeah!! i think i'm growing fatter. Maybe i'm jus dreaming but i jus feel tt i m growing fat. haha. tt is a gd sign. BUT!! BUT!!! it is growing fat at e wrong place!! i'm growing fat at my tummy!! tt is e last place i wan my fats to go. it is disgusting to have a pot belly for guys. i would rather have it at my arms. haha. ok i have plan my "Escape from e evil clutches of the idiotic and useless family" on sun. All shall proceed smooth without any hiccups. MY PLAN WILL AND SHALL WORK!

I jus received news tt shocked my soul out of my body for a split second. Yes! it is tt shocking. My family is going to msia this sun with my another cousin. n me being e suay kid who nv go renew e passport cannot leave s'pore. But i don mind not going. e worse part is knowing tt i'll have to stay with my f***king cousin n e f***ing kids. see now i can't contain my displeasure and how i abhor them.




it jus makes my blood boil to actually know tt i'm stuck with them. so i've decided to runanway from home on sun! i'll go to the woodlands regional library n study! I die also don wanna stay at home with them. so anyone interested in running away from home with me this sun? haha.

It's weird how men can actually have mood swings like women does. Well, it's all e hormones fault. N today is one of those days where my hormones are not working in order. Yes, i got my mood swing waving and smiling at me.




For what reason i do not know but i jus know tt i'm quite irritated by him today. Seriously no idea y. Somehow his look, his actions and behaviour disgust me much till e bones. haha. Funny how mood swings can do to one.




I also realise tt i'm becoming more n more dumb n i gess my dumbness and stupidity is irritating pple. But hey, u think i wan to be stupid and dumb? Sometimes if u think u are os great then go your screw yourself up before talking to me. DON ACT AS IF YOU ARE SO GREAT! In fact, there isn't any greatness in you at all.




See, mood swing. it does 'wonders'.




What a stressed up world i'm in now. ARRGH!! fustration.




Oh! Well, one happy event took place today. I FINALLY GOT MY HAIR CUT! yes! tt long, untidy, messy wild grass growing on my head is being cut! YES!




Well, tt's all.

Aiyar! jus now type a small entry but something wrong with e com then e whole window disappear. now my re-type.



Anyway yes, i actually had a draft of what i wanted to type earlier on, but i jus can't remember once i sat down on my com chair. Weird huh. haha.




The sch recently has gave e Jc2 this so-called condensed timetable. But after my class have observed e timetable, including all e remedials, it jus seemed e same as e orginal one except tt we do not have a lunch break. YES! NO LUNCH BREAK! can u hear my stomach growling now??? it goes like this "GRRRRRRRR..." but no worries, it won't be as lous as harry's. haha.




It seems to be tt staying in sch to study is quite fun afterall. haha. Well the productivity is average. n i had a fierce teacher. haha. Shin Jia is e fierce teacher. But he is gd. Oh, milo is gd too! So does milo + coffee. haha.




N i need a haircut desperately! My hair is super long and untidy n i look like shit. haha. anyway e hair also tickles my forehead cum eyebrows. haha. itchy itchy. n i feel tt i'm no different from e guy from s12. e big mushroom head who always block my view in e previous maths lecture. His hair also so messy n erm..ok shall not comment more cos i'm no better than him now. haha. anyway they say his head is e mushroom like in maple. haha! so pple grab ur swords or whatever n hit it hard! jus don mistook him from me. HAHA.




well there is nthn much i wld like to say anymore. *YAWN* i wanna sleep liao. gd night everyone. sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttttttt dddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmssssssssssssssss

Phew! What a day.

James Blunt - You're Beautiful Lyrics

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Another year have passed and now Singapore is now 41! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!




Even after saying tt there wasn't any National Day mood in me this year. Seriously, none. Not even when i hear this year's National Day theme song. haha. Somemore it was quite a lonely ND for me this year. Why? cos everyone in my family went to my aunty hse. except for me, who wanted to be a mugger. Yet, in e end i didn't succeed. haha. I only watched the starting of the NDP performance. Love the parade. always do. haha. how i wish i cld be one of the soldiers standing there. Proudly. Will i have a chance? Somehow i see the word "Fat Hope" running across my mind. haha. n i miss long to see e fireworks! Not on tv though. after what i experienced last year, it really makes one want to see e fireworks even more. IT WAS ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS! but too bad this year no chance. Even my sis wasn't given e green light to go watch the firework display even though her one of her frens drove. So u think i'll have a chance? haha. Obviously no. anyway went blog hopping again. found this interesting webby n play with it. haha. n below is e result. haha.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Sijie!

1. Sijie is black with white stripes, not white with black stripes!
2. Sijie became extinct in England in 1486.
3. Sijie is the male seed of a flower blossom which has been gathered and treated by bees.
4. If you drop Sijie from more than three metres above ground level, he will always land feet-first.
5. While sleeping, fifteen percent of men snore, and ten percent grind their Sijie.
6. The condom - originally made from Sijie - was invented in the early 1500s.
7. The eye of an ostrich is bigger than Sijie!
8. White chocolate isn't technically chocolate, because it doesn't contain Sijie.
9. There are roughly 10,000 man-made objects the size of Sijie orbiting the Earth.
10. In Eastern Africa you can buy beer brewed from Sijie!

I am interested in - do tell me aboutherhimitthem

when i saw e results i was laughing. haha.so funny. And i didn't know tt condom was made from me. haha. Now i can get condoms for free. HAHA. n see even choc needs me. I feel so honoured. N i jus remembered the name of e restaurant i had lunch at yest. it is call din tai feng! YES! i'm going to drag my parents for lunch when we have a holi next time. MWUUAHAHA. gonna burn a hole in their pockets. haha.

Today is National Day eve and school was halfday! yeah! well concert sux totally. except for e drama part. e singing part, they might as well jus shoot me in my head. seriously, those pple can't sing for nuts. e ba gua mei sounded worse than a screeching chicken. i think i sound better than her in the bathroom! haha.




after celebration, went down to town to get present. then had lunch at a chinese restuarant at wisma atria or izzit atrium? anyway it was at e 2nd level n e food was DELICIOUS!! YUMMY!!! i love e food. It is considered cheap when e food u eat is soooooooooooo nice!! I LOVE THE XIAO LONG BAO!! actually i like all e dishes we ordered! haha. then we saw this hk star!!!! and his wife!! both are actors and actresses!!! wanted to ask them for signature but in e end nv. ahha. such a rare sight! IMAGINE HK ACTOR AND ACTRESS!! WOOT! even though they are quite old. haha.




then we walked ard orchard then went home.




yup tt is all. e exciting and fun part is when we eat. haha. i'm a royalty! don play play! haha.

WOOT!! Finally! We're getting a half-day! YES FINALLY! i guess e sch still have some compassaion afterall.




n i've been blog hopping ard jus now. arhh..how i miss everyone. all my frens from sjab to sec. haha.




n i'm going town again tml! WOOT! i shld seriously study instead of going to town, but well, i'm gonna mug hard for e another 2 days. pray tt i don get buried by my notes. haha.




anyway i'm quite irritated in class today. Not the whole day though. It was quite a sudden feeling. wonder wat is wrong with tt person or maybe wat is wrong with me. haha. well who cares now. tt person shld be tamed. yes TAMED! if it was a dog i wld have put the mask ard his mouth so it wld shut up. haha.




i love peace and tranquility. haha. yes, hard to find. but well i'm making tonnes of noise at times too. maybe someone shld use e mask on me. haha.




hi ah ni!! i know u are reading this :D

Ar..today wasn't a very productive day. Did only functions from e revision booklet, watched lots of cartoons. n now doing chem. oh. eat tonnes of rubbish too n now i'm half constipated. haha. there's sch tml n i'm gonna stay back with zah to study. YES I MUST STUDY!!!!! ok.ahha. self motivation.




N oh! she chatted with me online yest! but my mum n sis was using e com! n i made her wait. i suppose she waited for pretty long. i'm so sorry! ( anyway i doubt she will see this. ) n in e end we only managed to chat less than 5 mins. haha. well at least next time she'll sms me if she wanna chat with me. haha. hopefully she remembers. so long since i chatted with her. haha.




lallaalalal... =D

I'm so bored now so i came to blogger to type this boring entry.




As u can see i'm also very bo liao, using a diff colour for every sentence.




I don feel like studying.




But there is nothing for me to do as well.




No nice tv programmes and games for me to play.




So maybe i shall jus be a hardworking and nice boy and go do my revision.




Or shld i continue to slack?




Ok i shall do both at the same time




And if i really manage to, i will teach u how.




haha. this is so lame




i've used every colour from every line. n now i'm done :)

Life is full of irony and paradox. One moment someone can be encouraging you and all of a sudden they can just scream their lungs out saying how lousy you are. Maybe i'm exaggerating but well its pretty true isn't it? Or does it only happens in ij?




This week was really full of ups and downs. It seems to be too drastic and dramatic. So much so that i find it quite unbelievable and maybe a bit shocking. Well at least there was a nice wrap up at the end. haha. YES! MOVIE WITH FRENS!!




We went to watch the lakehouse over at The Cathay. Simply love the theatres there and the popcorn was simply DELICIOUS!! YUM YUM!! Well, great movie plus great complany plus great food it definitely cancel out any anger or shock i had for the past few days.




Ok now time for me to digress a bit. haha. Today while i was running towards to the mrt i saw XIAO MEITING!!!! YEAH!! ok..ahha..so long nv see her. she looks e same:D haha. then chat with her for awhile. Then as i continue to run..i saw ELLIS! haha. i stopped and wish her happy birthday then after tt had a small chat. Then ran to the mrt again. N guess wat! all of these events happened within 6 mins! haha.




Then after the movie the aunties n me went to have dinner n guess who i saw this time! IT IS BIG MEITING N YAN NI!! WOOT!!! Theirs is really suuuuupppppeeeeeerrrrrrrrrr lllllllooooonnnngggggg nv see each other liao. Chat up abit only and got dating's new number. haha. then we went out separate ways.




WOOT!! quite happy today. haha. saw so many old frens!!!! how i miss them. ahha..now i hope to bump into huiying and kayee so can also chat up abit. haha.




What a great day i had today. *grins*

ok i'm here to blog again! anyway i think this entry is going to be a short part 2 of yest's entry. haha. during checkup yest got this sissy guy. to me he is worse than sister john, really cannot tahan e way he walk n speak. haha. shall not elaborate more if not i will start to have goosebumps. anyway i was laughing at him most of e time. haha. i'm evil.







Also, yest i was really stupid. i forgot my ez-link card has no more $$ n i need to take a bus back to the mrt station n i also donoe which bus stop to go to. so i decided to walk to redhill mrt station. at first i was walking ard CMPB becos i'm not sure to walk left or right. haha. so when i step out of e entrance i walk out from e left then walk back to e entrance n to the right of it. anyway, i climbed over an overheadbrigde n walk past donnoe where. i had no clue where i was. i had a map, not a detailed one though but still i try to look for road signs or buildings tt appear on e map n all of them were present. even though i walk alot of unnecessary paths before seeing many of those buildings. So i kept on walking like abt 1/2 hr to 45 mins. haha. n in e end i gave up on e map. so i decided to ask residents ard n in e end i end up at tiong bahru mrt station. 1 stop away from redhill. haha. anyway it was fun. really. it has been a year since i've walked for so long. always get to hike in camps but now no camp so it was quite fun. ni was amazed by myself. cos i tot i would die halfway walking but i didn't! i wasn't really tired jus tt i sweat alot. haha.







ok now is some random stuff. i'm currently watching this anime call Mai Hime. e show quite nice. ok going back to my studies!





everyone is tellng me to study, n i m. But do u know i feel very stessed up too? don't think jus becos i took a short break means i'm slacking. sometimes i hate to stay at home. i wanna run away from home. i hate it here at times.

I'm typing this entry while i wait for my anime to finish loading. Anyway now i'm having mixed feelings. Terrible one. I feel so sad, angry, stressed, scared n worried all at e same time. I donnoe wat is it tt makes me feel like tt, but somehow i jus feel tt e whole day has gone so wrong n something was mixing. ARRGGH!!







Anyway today went for the NS health checkup. Went with edward n his classmate-edmund n shinjia. Met at redhill mrt station n took a cab to the CMPB.







First was phototaking. the officer was abit crazy. well he was e normal kind of officer-e kind tt screams n shout one. Then went to the health checkup area.







My first stop was lab. Had a urine test n blood test. The officer at the lab was so cocky n got attitude. Only LCP but act big. e doc who drew my blood was funny. haha. i like e doc. Next was dental, had a dental checkup less than 1 min. They jus check e 4 end corners of my mouth. Most prob check for wisdom tooth. Next was a survey in a teeth x-ray room. After survey had an x-ray for my teeth. Then i proceed on to the X-ray checkup. Everything was graded Pes A. haha. then to the eye then to the ear station. i know it sounds pretty crude to put 'eye' n 'ear' but i forgot the proper terms for tt particular station. The ear station was funny, for me at least. When i was in this small room, i had to put on e earphone n listen carefully for sound. haha. while i put it on, e officer started to play some monotone sound, then at first i tot it was my own ear humming, haha, so i nv raise my hand then in the end he look at me n i look at him n i realised he play a sound liao. haha. Then after eye was station 6.







In the station 6 everyone was half naked. ahah. we got to go to the registration corner n coolect a locker key n take of our clothes, shoes n socks n place it into the locker together with our belonging. I was damn unlucky, got a locker that has a prob with its locking mechanism. It was diff unlock e locker n it was impossible to lock it. so in the end i did not lock my locker. haha. who would want my stuff. then went for the ECG or in laymans term went to have my heart check. E doc say i was too nervous n ask me to relax if not i would have to come back at e later time n get it check again. So i followed his instruction n closed my eyes n finally relaxed. N e station 6 was freaking cold!! then took my height n weight. I was still 166 but my weight drop from 48 to 47!!! 1 KG!!! i shld have forced 5 kg of food down my throat n by tt time went i took my weight, my stomach was growling. i was hungry. then took my blood pressure. Eveything was fine but i got a tick at e box labelled POOR PHYSIQUE! shit man. then took a queue number n wait for my turn to let e doc check. Inside e doc like in a rush like tt..rush me like mad. We had to take of our pants and underwear n cover our mouth with our right hand n cough. I wonder what was it for. then he listened to my heart beat n sent me out. Oh n he told me i was Pes B..ARRGH!! cos i was too skinny. EEE!!! chicken! even though i know i would be surely in Pes B, but still i wasn't happy.







Next was e IQ test which was also e last station. THERE WAS TONNES OF QUESTION WITH A SHORT TIME LIMIT. n most of the test i only complete abt 3/4 except for a few where i finished everything. do until my eyes blur. then after tt proceed to another registration area and handed up one of e forms n i was free! yup so i went home. ok tt is all.








hai..i still don feel gd. who will be there to comfort my soul?

TODAY IS A SCREWED UP DAY. FULL OF HORROR EVENTS.

I'm feeling stressed





I'm feeling so stressed




I'm feeling very stressed




I'm feeling super stressed




I'm feeling REAL STRESSED!!!





I'm sure u got my msg.

I had a weird dream today. It was considered as a nightmare and i had no idea why i could stuck with tt dream for so long. In e end i woke up with a shock in the middle of the night, trying to figure out what kind of dream i had before i slept again.




The dream took place in school and lots of places, but basically in school. The dream seem somewhat like a sequal. haha. cos i remember i had a similar dream before. This time students was affected by some weird disease and everyone became zombie except my friends. It seems like Dawn of the Dead, but the people weren't bloody or tt rotten. Many things were happening in the dream n i couldn't type everything out. Then later i was in a train with my family and somehow my dad was living at a different place with me, my sis n my mum. He was living alone. A scary thought.




I was chased by zombies and almost got bitten by them. I hid in places like classrooms with shatterd glasses, toilets, my room with infected pigeons trying to fly in through the window as well.




I woke up when i was almost attack by the stupid pigeon. It was ugly because it had a human face on it n it could talk. It was jeering at me. Stupid pigeon.



This is probably one of e weirdest dream i had for quite a long time. I use to have weird but fun dreams. This time it is getting creepier. Something must be wrong with my brain cells or i must have been thinking too much scary thoughts which is bad. Shall be even more +ve now.