ok i m here to blog again..bcos i m stuck with maths question n i'm going to pull all my hair out liao. haha. tons of maths to clear. only clear my grp one haven clear e whole worksheet itself. i'm so slow n lousy in maths. hai..haha. ok. have tons of things to say.

Yest, my CT gave a slip of paper to my chairperson n on the paper serveral names were written on it. He wants the CCA n TIC of tt CCA of those people on the namelist. I was one of them. My chairperson told me it was those names he listed are those who are weak in maths. But after some thinking, i began to make myself worry. I was thinking if he wants us to actually quit our cca or jus take away of our cca session? actually i can jus take away the 2nd option. Judging from my CT's character, i m pretty sure it is the first one. N THIS IS BAD! I really LOVED my cca. esp since i have no more connections with SJAB. IT IS THE ONLY CCA THAT MAKES ME RELAX! it is really true. even though we have to learn new songs n fingerings but it is fun! The people in CO are also very fun. When we are together we are jus crazy! haha. Surprisingly, when i'm tired either from tues to fri, i will use CO to encourage myself. i will tell myself to hang on for one more day n the next day will be CO or hang on for a few more hours cos it will be CO soon. It actually motivates me to do my work n listen attentively in class. I donnoe wat i will do if my cca were to be taken away from me. My frens and i decided to cry in front of my CT. haha. i think i will if he tell me to quit. I know i m weak in maths, but i m trying to catch up. i really am. Maybe to him it isn't enuf but it is jus not fair to take our CCA. if it takes me to sleep at 2am every morning jus to let me have my cca. i don mind. And i was actually physco-ing n telling myself tt if my CT wans me to quit it is for the good of me. n anyway i'm stepping down in may/june? but it seems like after a day i still can't come to terms with my own consolation. haha. hai..i shld go back n do my maths tut.


hope tt sy's grandpa will be alright. hope all e gods n deities look after him.