Sunday, June 04, 2006

I got this sudden urge to pen down my dreams, or what i've dreamt quite recently.





Recently, i dreamt of her again. Creepy? Yes, super creepy. It has been quite long since i've met her, or even talk to her. To dream of her or to see her in my dream shock me quite alot.





Anyway it was quite a stupid dream. E setting was my school. To be more precise, i saw her outside the school hall. haha. She was looking for someone, very urgently. I walked towards her but she gave me a black face. Yet i proceed on to help her to look for the person she was looking for (but in my dream i don even know who it was). Then some other guys join in. I never get to see their faces, it was blurred. Then all of a sudden she jus walk down the steps from the side of the hall. At first i did not care and i started to wander around the hall, trying to do something. But anxiety begin to set in. I was nervous and scared that i can't find her, so i started running down the steps to look for her. But after awhile, i still couldn't find her n i gave up. E last time i saw her was running down e steps walking off with someone else(e face also blur). n soon my alarm rang n i woke up.





ahha..was surprise by how i felt. It has been quite long since tt incident nv did i know i will feel it again. Stramge how e brain can conjure up such memories and feelings u tot u have long forgotten. It was strange at first, but soon u remembered where and when u felt them before. Soon they became all too familiar.





E dream somehow has stirred up quite abit of me. haha. didn't knew it had such an impact, but it does. Anyway hope everything will subside again. Hope flashback of the dream would stop. it is bad. all too bad. i don wan to feel tt way again. hope it will all go away.

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