All of a sudden i jus feel so lonely, so angry and so tired. Tired of hearing them cry, tired of seeing my parents getting so worked up, tired of going home and yet it doesn't feels like homw at all. Tired of so many things. Like i've told someone, sometimes i wld rather stay in camp then to go home. At least in camp there is more peace then at home. at least in camp i have frens whom i can talk to. At least in camp, maybe i feel abit happier.



Now all of a sudden i feel that i can talk to no one. Because no one wans to listen to me whine abt e same old stuff everytime. Complain abt every single thing that i don't like and i also feel that i can't jus tok to anyone. Also, i feel that maybe all these are jus childish feelings of myself. Maybe i'm not mature enough, so if i tell anyone they wld jus think that i'm jus childish.



So since i can't talk to anyone, i might as well tell it to my blog. For in case, when i can't hold e silence any longer i do not know what i'll do or say. Maybe i'll just turn crazy or maybe i'll jus commit suicide. See, foolish thoughts.



I'm just sick n tired.