YEAH!! happy day :)
went swimming after retest!! haha. e sun was hot!! i had e dark tanning lotion on me! but...............i did not get burnt or watsoever. i guess e water or my sweat actually washed it off. haha. shall sun-tan n swim againe next time.
YEAH!! my fren told me i got 18/20 for my maths re-test!! yeah!! but wonder where went wrong. hmm. haha. i'm working very hard ok!
yet stuck with messy situations..arrgh..haha. shall not let it occupy much of my brain space. they are needed for my block test. jus hope everything will end soon n a happy ending. haha. somehow it sounds abit wrong. watever lar. haha.
shall go sleep now! cos tml got outing! haha. musuem (sianified..n if kris ang is going..he is going get attitude from me!) n CHI performance..so looking forward for it!! haha.
ok my eyes are closing..haha..very happy today! hmm..wonder if i can post those pics. haha! anyway nite everyone!
Friday, March 10, 2006
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
*yawn*...
sianified.
do not have mood or energy for hmwk. haven been doing n practising my maths n pther hmwk till abt 1 to 2am almost everyday since last week.
feel so drained out.
e worst part is..my effort isn't being paid off. makes me wonder y i worked so hard.
bleah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cos of 'A's..
not a great day after all.
sometimes life jus sux!
n i'm feeling better now cos my fav song is being broadcast over e radio! yipee..i guess i'm crazy.
sianified.
do not have mood or energy for hmwk. haven been doing n practising my maths n pther hmwk till abt 1 to 2am almost everyday since last week.
feel so drained out.
e worst part is..my effort isn't being paid off. makes me wonder y i worked so hard.
bleah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cos of 'A's..
not a great day after all.
sometimes life jus sux!
n i'm feeling better now cos my fav song is being broadcast over e radio! yipee..i guess i'm crazy.
Sunday, March 05, 2006
All of a sudden i wonder if anyone is actually reading my blog. If there is, i'm quite surprised. But it is not those kind of surprised tt pple actualy read my blog, but rather tt they could stand the content of my entries.
Come to think of it, my entries are pretty boring eh? Most of it seems to be whining n complaining. haha. N it takes great effort for one to read such long n boring entries of mine. Quite grateful to them. haha.
anyway jus another random post. Jus wan to leave my books n notes for awhile. been staring at them for quite some time. haha. n blogging happens to be the best excuse :)
ok time is up got to go back n look at e pretty n lovely alphabets, letters, words and questions. haha.
Come to think of it, my entries are pretty boring eh? Most of it seems to be whining n complaining. haha. N it takes great effort for one to read such long n boring entries of mine. Quite grateful to them. haha.
anyway jus another random post. Jus wan to leave my books n notes for awhile. been staring at them for quite some time. haha. n blogging happens to be the best excuse :)
ok time is up got to go back n look at e pretty n lovely alphabets, letters, words and questions. haha.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
YEAH!! finally got time to rest for a while. haha. yest went to career fair..went off at 4 plus with frens then go carrefour walk. haha. then bought some chips n saw this army exhibition. were waiting for them to perform e fancy drill. so waited for 1/2 hr. e fancy drill was gd! n after tt went to marinia square to have dinner. saw one sec sch fren. haha.
after dinner went to walk ard marina then city link. after city link went to orchard. haha. it was fun! so long nv go orchard walk n relax. haha. so tired man. felt so relaxed. have been studying for test for e past week till 1am or even 2. everyday go sch so tired. haha. but went to walk at orchard i feel so relaxed. haha. while walking. saw kayee. haha. gave her a hug. she looks better. more refreshed? haha. hope she feels happier too. haha.
sch's been pretty stessful now. have been failing my maths n chem n this is bad. hai..for chem i was having e day b4 n i cld not study. haha. but for maths! it was shitty. redid my tutorials n even tys questions i still fail. wonder where i went wrong! but after my retest i got 16!! haha. next came another test n even though i know i haven get my results back i can predict i will fail badly. cos i made terrible mistakes! hai..hate myself. stayed up till 1 to study for tt test yet get such lousy results. for bio i think i'm doing pretty well. haven fail any test yet. n i don wan to fail any.
hmm..feel much better after typing so many stuff out. haha. ok i'm weird. n oh! i went swimming today!! e sun was hot! PSSSSST hahha. n i got burnt!!!! now like red lobster + guan gong. haha. i shall go do my hmwk now. tata.
after dinner went to walk ard marina then city link. after city link went to orchard. haha. it was fun! so long nv go orchard walk n relax. haha. so tired man. felt so relaxed. have been studying for test for e past week till 1am or even 2. everyday go sch so tired. haha. but went to walk at orchard i feel so relaxed. haha. while walking. saw kayee. haha. gave her a hug. she looks better. more refreshed? haha. hope she feels happier too. haha.
sch's been pretty stessful now. have been failing my maths n chem n this is bad. hai..for chem i was having e day b4 n i cld not study. haha. but for maths! it was shitty. redid my tutorials n even tys questions i still fail. wonder where i went wrong! but after my retest i got 16!! haha. next came another test n even though i know i haven get my results back i can predict i will fail badly. cos i made terrible mistakes! hai..hate myself. stayed up till 1 to study for tt test yet get such lousy results. for bio i think i'm doing pretty well. haven fail any test yet. n i don wan to fail any.
hmm..feel much better after typing so many stuff out. haha. ok i'm weird. n oh! i went swimming today!! e sun was hot! PSSSSST hahha. n i got burnt!!!! now like red lobster + guan gong. haha. i shall go do my hmwk now. tata.
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Saturday, February 25, 2006
haha..ok i know it is very thicked-skinned of myself to call myself CUTE BOY. but hwo cares. haha..jus trying to self-praise myself. haha!
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I LOVE BLOWING THE FLUTE!!!! haha. yeah now learning how to blow e flute. haha. it is quite fun. but my sis says it is quite annoying. haha. cos i was trying to blow e higher note. haha.
since after my parents went abroad yest..it feels like i'm having holis as well. haha. i got totally no mood for my studies n so i was playing with the flute for almost e whole day. e sad thing is i brought e wrong flute home. haha. was supposed to bring a g note one, but insstead i took a f note. they sound almost e same but the pitch is diff. f is higher than g. so when i blow i had problems with certain notes. haha. but it is still fun.
hai..i'm sad tt my cousin still comes sooo early to my hse!!!! e happier thing is tt my nephew n neice are not tt noisy. but still i rather jus have my sis n myself at home. hha. i rather have e 2 of us fretting over wat to eat. smehow tt seems to be more fun. n maake us more independent. haha.
n i wanna go swimming tml!! i wan e sun!!! haha. i wanna get burnt! ok butb4 tt i better clear most of my hmwk! haha.
since after my parents went abroad yest..it feels like i'm having holis as well. haha. i got totally no mood for my studies n so i was playing with the flute for almost e whole day. e sad thing is i brought e wrong flute home. haha. was supposed to bring a g note one, but insstead i took a f note. they sound almost e same but the pitch is diff. f is higher than g. so when i blow i had problems with certain notes. haha. but it is still fun.
hai..i'm sad tt my cousin still comes sooo early to my hse!!!! e happier thing is tt my nephew n neice are not tt noisy. but still i rather jus have my sis n myself at home. hha. i rather have e 2 of us fretting over wat to eat. smehow tt seems to be more fun. n maake us more independent. haha.
n i wanna go swimming tml!! i wan e sun!!! haha. i wanna get burnt! ok butb4 tt i better clear most of my hmwk! haha.
Friday, February 24, 2006
i do not know why, but whenever i blogged i do not know how to start. So, the purpose of me actually typing this out is to help me start. haha. ok lame. nothing much really happened for the past few days after that horrible incident,
Now i'm in sch blogging. haha. yeah, i'm so bored now waiting for time to pass and rotting aimlessly.
there isn't much homework for me to do now cos all of them are at home. haha. n i've completed most anyway. did not waste my time staying up till 2am yest. haha.
anyway been feeling quite excited since yest night. haha. cos my parents are going to thailand today!! YES!! TODAY!! i know i'm not the one going but i jus feel so excited for them. haha.
anyway their absent from home for the next 5 days also means that i can do anything i wan without seeking my parents permission!! hha. but there is always a sister and calls from thailand checking on the both of us esp me. =) haha.
something nice happened yest too. ahha. we couldn't find e spare key. HAHA. this means we are sort of short of one set of keys. hehe. so i hope my cousin won come to my hse! haha. jsu stay at her own freaking hse. if not y she buy her hse when she stay at my hse like for almost 12hrs everyday. haha.
this jus show how evil i am. haha..n yes i m very evil!! hhaha.
ok i guess this is long enuf..n i still have like 39mins to spare and rot..hhaa.ok i shall go surf more fun n educational webbies. haha. tata all.
Now i'm in sch blogging. haha. yeah, i'm so bored now waiting for time to pass and rotting aimlessly.
there isn't much homework for me to do now cos all of them are at home. haha. n i've completed most anyway. did not waste my time staying up till 2am yest. haha.
anyway been feeling quite excited since yest night. haha. cos my parents are going to thailand today!! YES!! TODAY!! i know i'm not the one going but i jus feel so excited for them. haha.
anyway their absent from home for the next 5 days also means that i can do anything i wan without seeking my parents permission!! hha. but there is always a sister and calls from thailand checking on the both of us esp me. =) haha.
something nice happened yest too. ahha. we couldn't find e spare key. HAHA. this means we are sort of short of one set of keys. hehe. so i hope my cousin won come to my hse! haha. jsu stay at her own freaking hse. if not y she buy her hse when she stay at my hse like for almost 12hrs everyday. haha.
this jus show how evil i am. haha..n yes i m very evil!! hhaha.
ok i guess this is long enuf..n i still have like 39mins to spare and rot..hhaa.ok i shall go surf more fun n educational webbies. haha. tata all.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
ok to some this might jus be another whining entry but to me this might be a wake-up call to someone. how her actions are actually irritating e shit out of me n yet she feels tt pple are irritating her.
firstly i would like to mention whathad actually happened this morning which sort of ruined e rest of the day. n if u happen to read it..jolly well carry on.
this morning a fren of mine happens to have her menses n her horrible actions led me to disliked her even more. n this is how it happens..
this morn when me n my fren (inclusive of tt fren having menses n lets call her A) reached sch we put our bags in the canteen. jus then i saw my co frens at another table so i went over to chat with them. while chatting halfway i went back to the table where i had placed my bag to take my notes out and i saw A getting a pad out from another fren's bag. nvm. i've seen pad in my hse so nothing new to me. but wat happened next was shocking and appalling! Ms A happened to be lousy in taking the pad out discretely, so out of anger n i guessed desperation she jus took a maths TYS lying on the table n placed the pad in between it. N HALO!! TT WAS MY TYS! IT IS DAMN RUDE AND DISGUSTING OK! STUFFING A PAD IN A GUY'S TYS! NVM, SHE TOOK MY BOOK COS IT WAS E MOST CONVENIENT! AND SHE SAID A STATEMENT AFTER STUFFING THE PAD INTO MY TYS:'AS IF I TAKE MATHS!' FOR GOODNESS SAKE! I KNOW U DON TAKE MATHS N IT IS SO RUDE JUS TO TAKE ANYONE ELSE TYS N STUFF UR PERSONAL STUFF INTO IT! JUS SO ARRGH!! STUPID! IF U ALWAYS SAY HOW PPLE ARD U NV CARE ABT WAT U FEEL, DID U CONSIDER IN THE FIRST PLACE HOW WOULD OTHERS HAVE FELT IF U JUS TAKE THEIR BOOK WITHOUT EVEN ASKING AND JUS STUFF UR FREAKING PAD INTO IT! HALO!! WAKE UP MISS A!! DON U YOURSELF HAVE A BOOK! OR U NEED ME TO TEACH U HOW TO FOLD THE PAD EVEN SMALLER AND STUFF IT INTO YOUR POCKET! I WAS JUS SO FURIOUS! EVEN MY CO FREN WAS SHOCKED! N CALL YOURSELF SOME FREN MISS A!
after that i was so pissed i jus took my bag n sat with my co frens. i almost confront her n scold e shit out of her. stupid. i wonder during at tt moment do u still have any grey matter up there or was it jus filled with shit.
n i guess if u are still reading ms A there is another issue i guess u might have noticed. when u n B walked together i did not walked with u guys anymore. i was walking by myself n i was fined with it. u know what made me do that? it was bcos of your continuous boosting of yourself! n how ur problems are so HUGE n how they hurt u or watever bullshit! PLS!!!! NO ONE WAS TO TOK ABT THEIR PROBLEMS EARLY IN THE MORNING!! WHO WANS TO START A DAY DWELLING IN YOUR OWN FREAKING PROBLEMS AND AFTER TT DWELL IN SELF-PITY! PLS..SERIOUSLY I ALSO HAVE MY OWN PROBLEMS N I DON REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABT YOURS! N PLS STOP BOOSTING! IT ONLY IRRITATES THE PEOPLE ARD U! SOMETHINGS U JUS HAVE TO SAY IT ONCE! WE KNOW U HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO DO CERTAIN THINGS BUT U DON HAVE TO TELL US EVERY SINGLE DAY!
sometimes i wonder if it is me that have changed or u. maybe both. if i changed for the worse i won deny. but to u..i can tell u..u are simply becoming so full-of-youself tt i really hope u will fall one day and wake up. esp after ur 'O's. jus bcos u got 14 doesn't mean tt u are e best. wake up from your dream.
lastly if u find human disgusting and ugly..pls..i'm sure u too disgust me and u are ugly. cos u are also a human. n oh..i think u have a bad fashion sense. change your wardrobe and attend fashion lessons. don go to og n buy clothes. personally i think they are for office ladies and pple age 30 n above. act like a teenager. don act like some auntie.
n if i happened to disturbed u with my entry..i'm so sorry. tt's life jus face it.
firstly i would like to mention whathad actually happened this morning which sort of ruined e rest of the day. n if u happen to read it..jolly well carry on.
this morning a fren of mine happens to have her menses n her horrible actions led me to disliked her even more. n this is how it happens..
this morn when me n my fren (inclusive of tt fren having menses n lets call her A) reached sch we put our bags in the canteen. jus then i saw my co frens at another table so i went over to chat with them. while chatting halfway i went back to the table where i had placed my bag to take my notes out and i saw A getting a pad out from another fren's bag. nvm. i've seen pad in my hse so nothing new to me. but wat happened next was shocking and appalling! Ms A happened to be lousy in taking the pad out discretely, so out of anger n i guessed desperation she jus took a maths TYS lying on the table n placed the pad in between it. N HALO!! TT WAS MY TYS! IT IS DAMN RUDE AND DISGUSTING OK! STUFFING A PAD IN A GUY'S TYS! NVM, SHE TOOK MY BOOK COS IT WAS E MOST CONVENIENT! AND SHE SAID A STATEMENT AFTER STUFFING THE PAD INTO MY TYS:'AS IF I TAKE MATHS!' FOR GOODNESS SAKE! I KNOW U DON TAKE MATHS N IT IS SO RUDE JUS TO TAKE ANYONE ELSE TYS N STUFF UR PERSONAL STUFF INTO IT! JUS SO ARRGH!! STUPID! IF U ALWAYS SAY HOW PPLE ARD U NV CARE ABT WAT U FEEL, DID U CONSIDER IN THE FIRST PLACE HOW WOULD OTHERS HAVE FELT IF U JUS TAKE THEIR BOOK WITHOUT EVEN ASKING AND JUS STUFF UR FREAKING PAD INTO IT! HALO!! WAKE UP MISS A!! DON U YOURSELF HAVE A BOOK! OR U NEED ME TO TEACH U HOW TO FOLD THE PAD EVEN SMALLER AND STUFF IT INTO YOUR POCKET! I WAS JUS SO FURIOUS! EVEN MY CO FREN WAS SHOCKED! N CALL YOURSELF SOME FREN MISS A!
after that i was so pissed i jus took my bag n sat with my co frens. i almost confront her n scold e shit out of her. stupid. i wonder during at tt moment do u still have any grey matter up there or was it jus filled with shit.
n i guess if u are still reading ms A there is another issue i guess u might have noticed. when u n B walked together i did not walked with u guys anymore. i was walking by myself n i was fined with it. u know what made me do that? it was bcos of your continuous boosting of yourself! n how ur problems are so HUGE n how they hurt u or watever bullshit! PLS!!!! NO ONE WAS TO TOK ABT THEIR PROBLEMS EARLY IN THE MORNING!! WHO WANS TO START A DAY DWELLING IN YOUR OWN FREAKING PROBLEMS AND AFTER TT DWELL IN SELF-PITY! PLS..SERIOUSLY I ALSO HAVE MY OWN PROBLEMS N I DON REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABT YOURS! N PLS STOP BOOSTING! IT ONLY IRRITATES THE PEOPLE ARD U! SOMETHINGS U JUS HAVE TO SAY IT ONCE! WE KNOW U HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO DO CERTAIN THINGS BUT U DON HAVE TO TELL US EVERY SINGLE DAY!
sometimes i wonder if it is me that have changed or u. maybe both. if i changed for the worse i won deny. but to u..i can tell u..u are simply becoming so full-of-youself tt i really hope u will fall one day and wake up. esp after ur 'O's. jus bcos u got 14 doesn't mean tt u are e best. wake up from your dream.
lastly if u find human disgusting and ugly..pls..i'm sure u too disgust me and u are ugly. cos u are also a human. n oh..i think u have a bad fashion sense. change your wardrobe and attend fashion lessons. don go to og n buy clothes. personally i think they are for office ladies and pple age 30 n above. act like a teenager. don act like some auntie.
n if i happened to disturbed u with my entry..i'm so sorry. tt's life jus face it.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
i think today's entry is jus some random post. haha.
yeah my parents are going to THAILAND!! haha. ok i know it is jus a neighbouring country but it has been years since my mum went for a holis trip. haha. so happy for her! she can finally take a break. no need to look after irritating, unreasonable, stupid, demanding, crazy, unfilial, rude, brainless, idiotic, smart-ass, ugly, fat, stinky, digusting, noisy, freaking, lazy, evil, mean kids.
haha. i know i'm mean but they're million times worse than me. ahah. yeah they will be away for erm..a week. haha. i keep asking them e details but my mum jus keep saying she donnoe. n my dad sort of like ignored me. haha! anyway i'm jus feeling os happy for them! haha. n i'm also gloating at e fact tt my cousin has to look after her kids herself! AHAHAHAH! one thing which she has problems with!
Firstly, she can't really control her kids. they are simply noisy. worse than construction sites. haha. n they are super active! don imagine them as e cute cute n skinny one. pls..they are fat! pr i shld say e elder one is. HE IS 40 or izzit 42? N HE IS ONLY P3!! for goodness sake! oh. his height is 130++. HORRIBLE! haha. i guess one of e reasons i'm so skinny is bcos they ate all my food. haha.
Secondly, she jus can't be bothered to look after her child. she always throw her child to my mum. U can always see her slping in the afternoon and when her child cries, she jus continue to sleep. WHAT KIND OF MUM DOES TT? a lazy one? haha.
thirdly, she only make empty threats and sit on e sofa or somewhere when she scolds her child. HER BUTT IS JUS TOO BIG FOR HER TO MOVE. haha. me n my sis can make a racket chasing kids out of our rooms her mum will jus shout: "don disturb them. come out now! or i go buy cane n can e u guys!" but after tt?? she jus continue to watch her tv. jus makes me speechless. haha.
anyway she is jus going to suffer. haha. tt is her prob. i have sch!! haha. yeah!! oppss. jus tt my mum's holis is also over e weekends, which means i have no sch! n they will come over early in e morn n disturb me n my sis handsome n beauty sleep! haha. i thik i will go to e lib n study. it is more PEACEFUL! n my sis have her own programmes. she will be damn free after e 23rd. so gd! cos she would have finished her grad exam. haha. n it will be my turn to mug for my block test.
hmm..seriously i also can't wait for my parents to go for their holis now. cos me n my sis can have e whole hse ourself! BUT e sad thing is my cousin will still be coming over to my hse. abit crap lar. like they don have their own house. haha.
n OH! there is one sad thing! haha. me n my sis probably can't send my parents off! SAD RIGHT! when ur own child can't sad u off. n it is not that we don wan! we want it but my cousin's car can't fit so many pple. ARRGH! tt is e sad part n there is also one idiotic part. my nephew n 2 nieces are sending them off instead! wat an irony. hmm..most prob will call them n say goodbye cos i will have to go for my cca. unless i skip it..hehehe.but no poin can't send them off. haha. n my sis also told me if she gets to send them off she might get crazy. cos she might try to squeeze into the luggage n go to thailand with my parents. haha. hope i won be parent sick by then. N I GOT TO WASH E LAUNDRY! ok..i think i'm typing more. i shall GO DO MY HMWK NOW!
yeah my parents are going to THAILAND!! haha. ok i know it is jus a neighbouring country but it has been years since my mum went for a holis trip. haha. so happy for her! she can finally take a break. no need to look after irritating, unreasonable, stupid, demanding, crazy, unfilial, rude, brainless, idiotic, smart-ass, ugly, fat, stinky, digusting, noisy, freaking, lazy, evil, mean kids.
haha. i know i'm mean but they're million times worse than me. ahah. yeah they will be away for erm..a week. haha. i keep asking them e details but my mum jus keep saying she donnoe. n my dad sort of like ignored me. haha! anyway i'm jus feeling os happy for them! haha. n i'm also gloating at e fact tt my cousin has to look after her kids herself! AHAHAHAH! one thing which she has problems with!
Firstly, she can't really control her kids. they are simply noisy. worse than construction sites. haha. n they are super active! don imagine them as e cute cute n skinny one. pls..they are fat! pr i shld say e elder one is. HE IS 40 or izzit 42? N HE IS ONLY P3!! for goodness sake! oh. his height is 130++. HORRIBLE! haha. i guess one of e reasons i'm so skinny is bcos they ate all my food. haha.
Secondly, she jus can't be bothered to look after her child. she always throw her child to my mum. U can always see her slping in the afternoon and when her child cries, she jus continue to sleep. WHAT KIND OF MUM DOES TT? a lazy one? haha.
thirdly, she only make empty threats and sit on e sofa or somewhere when she scolds her child. HER BUTT IS JUS TOO BIG FOR HER TO MOVE. haha. me n my sis can make a racket chasing kids out of our rooms her mum will jus shout: "don disturb them. come out now! or i go buy cane n can e u guys!" but after tt?? she jus continue to watch her tv. jus makes me speechless. haha.
anyway she is jus going to suffer. haha. tt is her prob. i have sch!! haha. yeah!! oppss. jus tt my mum's holis is also over e weekends, which means i have no sch! n they will come over early in e morn n disturb me n my sis handsome n beauty sleep! haha. i thik i will go to e lib n study. it is more PEACEFUL! n my sis have her own programmes. she will be damn free after e 23rd. so gd! cos she would have finished her grad exam. haha. n it will be my turn to mug for my block test.
hmm..seriously i also can't wait for my parents to go for their holis now. cos me n my sis can have e whole hse ourself! BUT e sad thing is my cousin will still be coming over to my hse. abit crap lar. like they don have their own house. haha.
n OH! there is one sad thing! haha. me n my sis probably can't send my parents off! SAD RIGHT! when ur own child can't sad u off. n it is not that we don wan! we want it but my cousin's car can't fit so many pple. ARRGH! tt is e sad part n there is also one idiotic part. my nephew n 2 nieces are sending them off instead! wat an irony. hmm..most prob will call them n say goodbye cos i will have to go for my cca. unless i skip it..hehehe.but no poin can't send them off. haha. n my sis also told me if she gets to send them off she might get crazy. cos she might try to squeeze into the luggage n go to thailand with my parents. haha. hope i won be parent sick by then. N I GOT TO WASH E LAUNDRY! ok..i think i'm typing more. i shall GO DO MY HMWK NOW!
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Stupid ME
ok. i jus realised i m rather stupid when it comes to eating. n esp when i a food lover. actually who don't? haha!
this morn or it was actually midnight, i saw packets of strawberry milk n it was new. as in someone jus bought it. so i ask my mum n she say it was my cousin so anway i was sort of thirsty i decided to drink e milk. i poured it into a cup with ice. haha. COOL! then my sis opened e fridge n saw a piece of ham left. it was BREAKFAST HAM!! as in then name of e ham. haha. it was my sis fav but she decided to give it to me. haha. so i took it n eat it happily. haha.
then after a few bites and some mouthful of milk down my throat i feel that e ham tasted weird. kinda sour. but i tot it was e effect of eating e ham n drinking e milk at e same time so i ignored it. then a few more bites later i decided i shld aks my sis to taste it. haha. so i asked her:
ME: hey sis u try the ham. does it taste weird?
SIS: *biting* YUCKS! e ham is spoiled. but i tot it haven expire?
ME N SIS WALKING TO THE KITCHEN TO CHECK E EXPIRE DATE OF THE HAM. N IT WASN'T EXPIRED!
my sis then took e ham n smell it.
SIS: e ham smell SOUR! n after u eat so long then u realised e ham is spoiled!
after tt she went to the rubbish chute n spit out e ham. haha.
so conclusion: haha. i'm dumb at checking for expire date when it comes to food esp at home. if i see tt it looks ok i jus put it in my mouth. haha! quite retarded. haha. ok so now i'm suffering from mild diarrheo (or izzit diarrhoe?). luckily i only LS 2X haha.
ok i guess i shld stop blogging. go buy my dinner liao. haha. my cousin n family went to fetch my cousin who is coming back from china. haha. YEAH! haha.
this morn or it was actually midnight, i saw packets of strawberry milk n it was new. as in someone jus bought it. so i ask my mum n she say it was my cousin so anway i was sort of thirsty i decided to drink e milk. i poured it into a cup with ice. haha. COOL! then my sis opened e fridge n saw a piece of ham left. it was BREAKFAST HAM!! as in then name of e ham. haha. it was my sis fav but she decided to give it to me. haha. so i took it n eat it happily. haha.
then after a few bites and some mouthful of milk down my throat i feel that e ham tasted weird. kinda sour. but i tot it was e effect of eating e ham n drinking e milk at e same time so i ignored it. then a few more bites later i decided i shld aks my sis to taste it. haha. so i asked her:
ME: hey sis u try the ham. does it taste weird?
SIS: *biting* YUCKS! e ham is spoiled. but i tot it haven expire?
ME N SIS WALKING TO THE KITCHEN TO CHECK E EXPIRE DATE OF THE HAM. N IT WASN'T EXPIRED!
my sis then took e ham n smell it.
SIS: e ham smell SOUR! n after u eat so long then u realised e ham is spoiled!
after tt she went to the rubbish chute n spit out e ham. haha.
so conclusion: haha. i'm dumb at checking for expire date when it comes to food esp at home. if i see tt it looks ok i jus put it in my mouth. haha! quite retarded. haha. ok so now i'm suffering from mild diarrheo (or izzit diarrhoe?). luckily i only LS 2X haha.
ok i guess i shld stop blogging. go buy my dinner liao. haha. my cousin n family went to fetch my cousin who is coming back from china. haha. YEAH! haha.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Yeah today is Valentine!! haha..got many gifts!! haha..first time in my life so many. haha..thx pple!
haha..e main purpose of today's entry is actually not on valentine day but actually abt me..yes stupid me. ok this entry is going to be damn self-centered n rather stupid. u can don read on..haha
hmm..i don understand y recently i have been giving myself unnecessary stress. yes the one tt aren't really helpful one n they are unhealthy!! haha. i've been comparing myself with others with almost everything. i donnoe y i m actually much more aware of my ownself compared to the past. in the past i don really take myself n compare with the others or maybe not so much. but recently this comparison thingy is getting worse. i donnoe y. it only makes me more stressed n e more i wan it to stop e more it gets worsed. hai..i have no idea y i m doing this. maybe bcos i feel insecure? or i m more conscious of my ownself? how i conduct myself, how smart i m? i really donnoe. this feeling really sux! stupid!! arggh!! n i wonder if mys sis actually read my blog. haha. she knows i have been blogging but always leave me alone when i type my entries. ok back to the main topic. i think i m goig in sane soon with all the comparisons i m doing to myself! ARRRGH! stupid me!!!!!!! hai..n i always feel so darn lousy after all e comparison. sheeesh!! jus wat is wrong with me!! maybe i shld start to disillusion myself saying i'm gd..i'm gd..haha. ok enuf ranting n watever u call this. anyway e weird(or i shld say irony) thing is tt i love e way my life is now.
haha..e main purpose of today's entry is actually not on valentine day but actually abt me..yes stupid me. ok this entry is going to be damn self-centered n rather stupid. u can don read on..haha
hmm..i don understand y recently i have been giving myself unnecessary stress. yes the one tt aren't really helpful one n they are unhealthy!! haha. i've been comparing myself with others with almost everything. i donnoe y i m actually much more aware of my ownself compared to the past. in the past i don really take myself n compare with the others or maybe not so much. but recently this comparison thingy is getting worse. i donnoe y. it only makes me more stressed n e more i wan it to stop e more it gets worsed. hai..i have no idea y i m doing this. maybe bcos i feel insecure? or i m more conscious of my ownself? how i conduct myself, how smart i m? i really donnoe. this feeling really sux! stupid!! arggh!! n i wonder if mys sis actually read my blog. haha. she knows i have been blogging but always leave me alone when i type my entries. ok back to the main topic. i think i m goig in sane soon with all the comparisons i m doing to myself! ARRRGH! stupid me!!!!!!! hai..n i always feel so darn lousy after all e comparison. sheeesh!! jus wat is wrong with me!! maybe i shld start to disillusion myself saying i'm gd..i'm gd..haha. ok enuf ranting n watever u call this. anyway e weird(or i shld say irony) thing is tt i love e way my life is now.
Monday, February 13, 2006
CHEATED!! ARRRGH!!
ARRGH!! this is infuriating! maybe i m more pissed at spending $8 for getting jus a few strands cut of my head! n in case wat u are wondering i m tokin abt i jus went for a haircut today! n e shop i originally wanted to patronize was not free. if we want to have a haircut me n my fren wld have need to wait for 1/2hr! but too bad my fren need to go town n i desperately want to have a haircut today! i was damn hyper the whole day cos i can go cut hair! BUT! BUT! BUT!! ARRGH!! it made no diff!
we went to several other shops but e rate was too high. one of them was $14!! maybe i have been getting cheap haircuts like $5 n lots of hair gone tt i feel like $8 is quite a steep price to pay for jus a few strands of my head!
Anyway the hairdresser are not professional at all. NOT AT ALL! it is ok for them tok..i don mind but there is jus one customer flirting with them. me n my fren was jus turn off! n while one of the hairdresser was attending to my fren halfway her phone rang. so she jus pick up her phone n left my fren waiting. While mine..she was cutting or i shld sayu shaving my hair so darn slow! then shave halfway she jus left me alone n started to went n chat with e other hairdresser..i was like er..halo!! m i supose to sit here n wait or have u finish cutting my hair??
then when i'm done, i was waiting for my fren n when e hairdresser finished she told my fren to go home n wash his hair. my fren was like..er..n i was trying hard not to luagh! haha..wat a stupid comment..
so after we cut our hair..we paid the hairdresser n went out of e shop. Once out of the shop me n my fren started to critisise the shop n we swear we will nv go to tt shop again! NV!!!
ok enuf of my whining and complaining..ithink i m jus angry at e fact tt i have to paid $8 which obviously i feel tt it does not deserve such a price n also tt i did not manage to go to the one i wanted to!! maybe e outcome might jus be diff..
we went to several other shops but e rate was too high. one of them was $14!! maybe i have been getting cheap haircuts like $5 n lots of hair gone tt i feel like $8 is quite a steep price to pay for jus a few strands of my head!
Anyway the hairdresser are not professional at all. NOT AT ALL! it is ok for them tok..i don mind but there is jus one customer flirting with them. me n my fren was jus turn off! n while one of the hairdresser was attending to my fren halfway her phone rang. so she jus pick up her phone n left my fren waiting. While mine..she was cutting or i shld sayu shaving my hair so darn slow! then shave halfway she jus left me alone n started to went n chat with e other hairdresser..i was like er..halo!! m i supose to sit here n wait or have u finish cutting my hair??
then when i'm done, i was waiting for my fren n when e hairdresser finished she told my fren to go home n wash his hair. my fren was like..er..n i was trying hard not to luagh! haha..wat a stupid comment..
so after we cut our hair..we paid the hairdresser n went out of e shop. Once out of the shop me n my fren started to critisise the shop n we swear we will nv go to tt shop again! NV!!!
ok enuf of my whining and complaining..ithink i m jus angry at e fact tt i have to paid $8 which obviously i feel tt it does not deserve such a price n also tt i did not manage to go to the one i wanted to!! maybe e outcome might jus be diff..
Saturday, February 11, 2006
ok i m here to blog again..bcos i m stuck with maths question n i'm going to pull all my hair out liao. haha. tons of maths to clear. only clear my grp one haven clear e whole worksheet itself. i'm so slow n lousy in maths. hai..haha. ok. have tons of things to say.
Yest, my CT gave a slip of paper to my chairperson n on the paper serveral names were written on it. He wants the CCA n TIC of tt CCA of those people on the namelist. I was one of them. My chairperson told me it was those names he listed are those who are weak in maths. But after some thinking, i began to make myself worry. I was thinking if he wants us to actually quit our cca or jus take away of our cca session? actually i can jus take away the 2nd option. Judging from my CT's character, i m pretty sure it is the first one. N THIS IS BAD! I really LOVED my cca. esp since i have no more connections with SJAB. IT IS THE ONLY CCA THAT MAKES ME RELAX! it is really true. even though we have to learn new songs n fingerings but it is fun! The people in CO are also very fun. When we are together we are jus crazy! haha. Surprisingly, when i'm tired either from tues to fri, i will use CO to encourage myself. i will tell myself to hang on for one more day n the next day will be CO or hang on for a few more hours cos it will be CO soon. It actually motivates me to do my work n listen attentively in class. I donnoe wat i will do if my cca were to be taken away from me. My frens and i decided to cry in front of my CT. haha. i think i will if he tell me to quit. I know i m weak in maths, but i m trying to catch up. i really am. Maybe to him it isn't enuf but it is jus not fair to take our CCA. if it takes me to sleep at 2am every morning jus to let me have my cca. i don mind. And i was actually physco-ing n telling myself tt if my CT wans me to quit it is for the good of me. n anyway i'm stepping down in may/june? but it seems like after a day i still can't come to terms with my own consolation. haha. hai..i shld go back n do my maths tut.
hope tt sy's grandpa will be alright. hope all e gods n deities look after him.
Yest, my CT gave a slip of paper to my chairperson n on the paper serveral names were written on it. He wants the CCA n TIC of tt CCA of those people on the namelist. I was one of them. My chairperson told me it was those names he listed are those who are weak in maths. But after some thinking, i began to make myself worry. I was thinking if he wants us to actually quit our cca or jus take away of our cca session? actually i can jus take away the 2nd option. Judging from my CT's character, i m pretty sure it is the first one. N THIS IS BAD! I really LOVED my cca. esp since i have no more connections with SJAB. IT IS THE ONLY CCA THAT MAKES ME RELAX! it is really true. even though we have to learn new songs n fingerings but it is fun! The people in CO are also very fun. When we are together we are jus crazy! haha. Surprisingly, when i'm tired either from tues to fri, i will use CO to encourage myself. i will tell myself to hang on for one more day n the next day will be CO or hang on for a few more hours cos it will be CO soon. It actually motivates me to do my work n listen attentively in class. I donnoe wat i will do if my cca were to be taken away from me. My frens and i decided to cry in front of my CT. haha. i think i will if he tell me to quit. I know i m weak in maths, but i m trying to catch up. i really am. Maybe to him it isn't enuf but it is jus not fair to take our CCA. if it takes me to sleep at 2am every morning jus to let me have my cca. i don mind. And i was actually physco-ing n telling myself tt if my CT wans me to quit it is for the good of me. n anyway i'm stepping down in may/june? but it seems like after a day i still can't come to terms with my own consolation. haha. hai..i shld go back n do my maths tut.
hope tt sy's grandpa will be alright. hope all e gods n deities look after him.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
hha! i still haven complete my hwmk yet i m here blogging..haha..don feel like doing them anymore..clear 2 maths tut liao..left 1 more!! but donnoe how to do!! use e formula liao but it jus doesn't seems to work n i kena e diff questions..haha..must think even more n my brain cells are apparently all dead..haha..n my gp left one AQ n summary..n one essay outline!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!! haha..ok shld stop blogging liao..haha..go do hmwk liao..bb
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
ok! since all my hmwkk due on fri i shall take some time out n blog..let me relaxed for a while. haha.
maths seems to be getting worse n worse each day. my teacher is going to fast n he claims that he is too slow during tut. most of us in e class have yet to complete the tutorial n we are having it being piled up. i have currently 5 maths tut to complete..scary right! haha..lucky is grp work if not i will die! but still i always get stuck! hai..how i wish i got superbrains. haha. n e almost e whole class feels stressed when attending boths maths lectue and tutorial. ahha.
while maths is too fast..chem is very slow! my teacher is half a tutorial behind all classes! we are e slowest and she is very draggy n naggy. lucky chem tut nv get piled up too! phew!
bio so far no hmwk. haha..but we have been going through e concepts n get tested during lectures n tutorials. bio is so far e most relaxed one. haha. maybe cos i love bio! haha.
gp was ok..finally me n my fren finish doing out a sample paper n ans scheme. now have to complete other group's paper and one essay outline n one review. haha. so many hmwk too!
and lastly is pe! it was damn sucky today!!! had to complete 4.8km within 30mins! if only i did not have a heavy breakfast and an upset stomach i would have managed to complete it on time! so those who nv managed to complete it on time we got to run one more round!! so total i ran 5.6km. haha..but i did walk. stomach damn painful too run! then told e pe teacher he die die also won let me go toilet. scared i run away! i also so stupid obey him! shld have jus gone to the toilet. haha.
ok n these few days been giving myself additional stress. over wat? i also donnoe. jus feel very stressed up for no reason. so must learn to calm myself down. haha. ok gtg bath. cos i stink! haha.
maths seems to be getting worse n worse each day. my teacher is going to fast n he claims that he is too slow during tut. most of us in e class have yet to complete the tutorial n we are having it being piled up. i have currently 5 maths tut to complete..scary right! haha..lucky is grp work if not i will die! but still i always get stuck! hai..how i wish i got superbrains. haha. n e almost e whole class feels stressed when attending boths maths lectue and tutorial. ahha.
while maths is too fast..chem is very slow! my teacher is half a tutorial behind all classes! we are e slowest and she is very draggy n naggy. lucky chem tut nv get piled up too! phew!
bio so far no hmwk. haha..but we have been going through e concepts n get tested during lectures n tutorials. bio is so far e most relaxed one. haha. maybe cos i love bio! haha.
gp was ok..finally me n my fren finish doing out a sample paper n ans scheme. now have to complete other group's paper and one essay outline n one review. haha. so many hmwk too!
and lastly is pe! it was damn sucky today!!! had to complete 4.8km within 30mins! if only i did not have a heavy breakfast and an upset stomach i would have managed to complete it on time! so those who nv managed to complete it on time we got to run one more round!! so total i ran 5.6km. haha..but i did walk. stomach damn painful too run! then told e pe teacher he die die also won let me go toilet. scared i run away! i also so stupid obey him! shld have jus gone to the toilet. haha.
ok n these few days been giving myself additional stress. over wat? i also donnoe. jus feel very stressed up for no reason. so must learn to calm myself down. haha. ok gtg bath. cos i stink! haha.
Monday, February 06, 2006
Sunday, February 05, 2006
yest we had our 2nd performance! it rox! but at e end it sux! made everyone so pissed off! n first time in my life i get so pissed off with the teacher tt i quarell with him! so shitty! anyway forget abt it! but i dare say we were really gd yest!
Many thx to those who came n help! u guys are excellent! (hmm..don thik they will see this..haha)
Many thx to those who came n help! u guys are excellent! (hmm..don thik they will see this..haha)
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
sch has started today! it was ok as it was a short one. haha. class end at 2.10. then cca from 3 till 6. got back my bio results too! yeah!! i pass. haha. tot i wld fail cos no time to do some questions n my essay was atrocious! so many points missing! haha. but still it feels great to pass. haa. maths was ok except during lecture. haha. kena scold cos tok too much. haha.
CO was ok but e conductor seems to be a bit pissed. n today only got 2 juniors turn up. haha. n e attendance wasn't that fantastic either. haha. anyway e erhu section feels tt we have improve!! haha..n i agree too! we managed to play as a sectionn got most of e notes!! haha..yipee n erhu has always e best turnout rate! haha..we are fun peeps man. haha.
ok tt is all for today lar. anyway got a quiz for peeps who are reading this blog! haha.
1=5,
2=25,
3=125,
4=625
5=?
guess wat does 5 equals too. i guess it is damn easy since i type it out!
anyway jus in case u wan e ans: 5. look at e first sentence
CO was ok but e conductor seems to be a bit pissed. n today only got 2 juniors turn up. haha. n e attendance wasn't that fantastic either. haha. anyway e erhu section feels tt we have improve!! haha..n i agree too! we managed to play as a sectionn got most of e notes!! haha..yipee n erhu has always e best turnout rate! haha..we are fun peeps man. haha.
ok tt is all for today lar. anyway got a quiz for peeps who are reading this blog! haha.
1=5,
2=25,
3=125,
4=625
5=?
guess wat does 5 equals too. i guess it is damn easy since i type it out!
anyway jus in case u wan e ans: 5. look at e first sentence
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